I can’t help but see our future together. And I want it all with her—the large family and the sleepless nights when she brings my babies into this world.
“Fuck, Malia, I want you so much—I’m so tired of denying my need for you.”
“I’m here. I’m not going anywhere, so come claim me.” She moves over to the top of the bed where she rests her head against the pillows, then pats the open area next to hers.
Whipping my T-shirt off, I crawl into bed, about ready to claim the girl who has always been mine.
Chapter 20
Malia
His eyes are over mine, and his fingers travel down over my collarbone reaching my breasts. “The second you want to stop, we will. You deserve perfection, and I’m the one who will give it to you.”
He stops, momentarily reaching over to an end table on one side of his bed to pull out a foiled package. “A part of me thinks we should wait,” he begins.
“And the other part?” I ask, pointing at the erection attempting to poke out of his pajama pants.
“This other part says fuck it because I’ve denied you for too long.”
He drops the condom onto the pillow next to my head when he lowers his mouth to mine. His kiss isn’t hurried. It’s small little pecks as he sucks on my lip, as his flavors mingle with my own.
His finger dips to my folds, underneath my yoga pants and my underwear. “Fuck.” It’s the first word escaping his mouth when he plunges into my wetness. “Oh, you’re ready for me, aren’t you?”
“I’ve been ready for you my entire life,” I admit when I buck my hips, and his finger is closer to my entrance.
“Oh, you’re a bossy little one and impatient,” he starts, his finger rubbing circles around my clit.
“Please, please, Wells.” My whimpers accompany my wishes as he pushes the pad of his thumb around my clit, rubbing the inside of my cunt with his index finger.
“Oh, yeah, Wells, I need this. I need you.” His mouth falls on my nipples, sucking on each one as he moves from one to the other as his fingers are still in me.
“Are you sure?” he asks one last time.
“Yeah, Wells, it will always be you.” He leans over, grabbing his condom, and I want to stop him. If he’s been careful, we don’t need it, but this will lead to questions I don’t want to answer right now.
He sheaths his manhood with it, and it’s the first time I gaze upon it for this long. Not that I’ve seen many up close and personal, but his is beautiful, a thick vein pulsing on one side of his cock, both long and thick and erect as a steel beam. I’m giddy with anticipation but nervous I won’t be able to please a man with as much experience as he has to have. Certainly much more than I do.
He’s hovering over me. “Lord help me, Mal. Once I have my fill of you, I’m never letting you go.”
“And believe me, I won’t be going anywhere. You were my savior once, and now, you’re my everything.”
His cock pushes inside me, but it’s slow, careful, as though he’s soaking up every second of our first time together. He pushes a little farther, and I don’t focus on the pain, the motherfucking pain, and only that I’ve wanted this for so long.
My eyes are closed, and I take a deep breath as he pushes a little farther inside me, only to stop. “Fuck, Mal.” His words have my eyelids whipping open quickly, his body stiffening and his eyes bulging in a deep and angry stare.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He still has not moved, and I can’t look his direction.
“Please, Wells,” I beg.
He drops a kiss on the bridge of my nose. “I love that you saved yourself for me, but I would have been…”
“You’re the only person I want to make love to.” His eyes soften when he begins to push inside me. He’s slow, but I can sense every part of his growing cock against the tightness of my cunt.
“Fuck, you feel so fuckin’ good, Mal. Fuck, sweetheart, if I didn’t already want you, this is the best gift you could have ever given me in this world. You for the first time.”
The barrier that had hurt slowly gives way to the pleasure within me. His thrusts pick up, and all I can feel is him as he worships my body.
His eyes never leave