the bed. My knees straddled his rising cock and I slowly lowered myself on top of him. My body screamed at the contact; whimpers escaped me. Corey sat up, his arms locked tight around me holding me to him. I knew it wasn’t going to last long with how badly we both wanted it but before moving I tried to gain as much control as I could possibly conjure up.
Corey’s hands grabbed my hips and guided me up and down his length. My head rolled back as I took over and moved of my own accord. Labored breathing was all that could be heard as we rocked together. Every time I plunged back down he filled me to the hilt and the feelings engulfed me. That was one of those most incredible things about Corey—the way he made all the troubles of my mind melt away. The only thing surrounding me was mind-blowing sensation, and body-shaking pleasure. With Corey—everything was explosive between us and knowing that this incredible man was there to take away my pain—made everything more astounding.
I could feel he was close—I certainly was too. With the last bit of energy I had I sped up, rising and falling as fast as my body allowed. Corey’s strong hand found the back of my head and pulled my lips to his. He backed away and our eyes locked.
“I love this,” he moaned against me. I responded by breathing out his name which sent him over the edge. The feeling shook my body and I too found my release. We stilled in our position as we rode out our orgasm before trying to regain our breath. Corey pressed his lips against mine again and laid back against my pillow, taking me with him.
In that moment as we came down to a more normal breathing level I realized just how much I needed him around. The sex was the most amazing thing I had ever experienced but it was more than that. It wasn’t that Corey was necessarily any better than the others; it was the simple fact that I trusted him more than anyone. Trust wasn’t an easy thing to come by with me and although I wasn’t ready to spill all my painful secrets—I still knew I could.
As his fingers slowly traced the length of my spine, he placed a kiss at my temple.
“Dani, is everything alright?” With the little strength I had left I managed to turn my head to see him.
“Yeah—that was—phenomenal.” The corner of his lip turned up as he placed another kiss on my lips. “Yes, but it hasn’t been less than phenomenal with you. What I mean is, everything else, are you okay?” I had to bite my lip and turn my face away. A single tear I hadn’t realized was there fell from my eye.
How did he do that? How did he know there was something else bubbling beneath the surface he wasn’t aware of? Why couldn’t he just believe that I was in the mood for sex and nothing else? Corey’s fingers ran through my hair as his other hand tightened around my lower back. A few more tears escaped before sleep claimed us both.
* * * *
When my eyes fluttered open a couple hours later I found myself snuggled into Corey’s side with his arms holding me close. I cursed myself for falling asleep like that. The feeling of being wrapped around him with my head on his chest was one I found myself reveling in even more than I imagined I would. That didn’t make it okay. We weren’t supposed to be this way; we had incredible sex and enjoyed hanging out. That was supposed to be the extent of our relationship. So waking up curled next to him was not part of the plan.
Corey stirred a little as I untangled from his embrace, the alarm clock display read 10pm. Well at least he didn’t end up spending the night. Not that it would have been that terrible, especially after that. It had been by far the most mind-blowing-toe-curling-sex I’d ever had. It was also a relief to know my body had completely calmed down where I no longer desired a cigarette. The one thing I needed most now though was a shower but there was no way I was going to shower with Corey there.
Not because I was self-conscious of my body by any means but I didn’t need the comfort level between us to go up anymore. After