a mere druid, I had that much skill. What do you want moved?”
“Silly me,” I said dryly. I’d not even considered that Christian was the Bewitched I’d teased Barrons about being. Truth was, I’d rather been looking forward to some physical labor. That damn steam I needed to burn off.
“Come on,” I said, sighing. “The cemetery’s this way.”
“Great. A bloody cemetery,” he said, and matched my sigh. “I’m never going to get away from Death.”
—
There were no flowers on my sister’s grave. My town puts plastic bouquets everywhere in the cemetery, which is attractive from a distance but I always thought was kind of gruesome close up. Embalmed blossoms for embalmed people.
I paused at the foot of her grave and closed my eyes. It was over a year ago I’d stood here in the pouring rain, matching it tear for drop, trying to make sense of my life, trying to envision a future—any kind of future—for myself without her.
If I’d known back then how much worse it was going to get, I might have stretched on her grave and never gotten up.
I opened my eyes and read the inscription on her headstone, although I had no need. My parents had been too distraught to think, nodding blankly as all their friends murmured sadly and too many times to count, while clutching their children close, No parent should outlive their child.
I’d made all the funeral decisions.
Alina McKenna Lane. Beloved Daughter and Sister. And beneath it, in flowing calligraphy: If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever.
Beside me, Christian snorted. “You want to dig up your sister’s grave?”
“Yes,” I said flatly.
“Why, lass?”
“I want to see her body.”
“That’s twisted, even for you.”
“Says the man who’s stalking his uncle’s corpse. You said you could move the dirt. Can you raise her casket?” I glanced around the cemetery. “And somehow glamour us so those people walking over there, staring at us, don’t see what we’re doing?”
“Bloody hell, you better find me solid information on my uncle, Mac.”
“Do all Fae get testy when humans ask them to perform minor tasks?”
“I’m not Fae,” he growled, and moved to stand beside me.
“Ow!” I snapped. “What did you just do?” I’d felt a sharp tug on my hair, as if a cluster of strands had been yanked out at the roots.
“Sorry, lass. My wings. I’m not always certain where they are. Looks like some of that red stuff in your hair is still sticky.”
I rubbed my head where it stung. I didn’t feel any paint.
Then I forgot all about my hair when the ground in front of me began to tremble and churn, as if something enormous was rising from the bowels of the earth. It shook and shivered and dirt poured up and tumbled away from the burial plot as the casket emerged from the ground.
Christian was pretty darned handy.
“I don’t know why you’re bothering, Mac,” he said irritably.
“I need to see that she’s dead.”
He gave me a strange look with those strange eyes. “There’s nothing dead in there, lass.”
“I put something dead in there,” I snapped. “And it had damn well better still be there.”
“Whatever.” He shrugged.
When the casket settled next to the gaping hole in the earth, I stepped close and ran my hands over the lid.
Cool wood. My sister’s home now.
I dusted it lovingly, brushing away clods of dirt.
Months ago I’d stood with Christian near another casket, both determined to open it and dreading it, just like today. But that had been a coffin of ice, containing the concubine/Seelie queen.
This casket was mortal, not Fae. I remembered the day I’d chosen it, the fancy one with the elaborate inlaid burl, the elegant pin-striped cream silk. Funny how you obsessed over funeral details when you lost someone you loved, as if they might somehow see all the care you were putting into the last things you would ever be able to do for them. I’d chosen the one with the many hidden compartments, into which I tucked treasure after treasure, so she could take them out in Heaven and smile. I know, foolish to an extreme. Assuming there was a Heaven and assuming she went, I highly doubted the coffin went, too. It had been a time of madness. It had cost a fortune. I hadn’t cared. Only the best for Alina.
I remembered closing the lid myself, I’d even insisted on turning the crank to seal it. I’d tucked the key into my pocket for some absurd reason. As if I might someday