got blankets and pillows,” I say as Windsor lays back on the couch, his arms folded behind his head. “Do you need anything else?”
“How about a good-night kiss?” he asks, and I pause, looking down at him all stretched out. The urge is there to climb in his lap and cuddle, but … even if Dad is fast asleep, maybe that’s not the best idea here.
“Just one,” I say, but when I bend down to give Windsor a kiss, he pulls me into his arms until I’m lying on top of him.
“Maybe two or three. I’m jealous of Creed you know, and can be quite the right proper asshole when I’m jealous.”
“You didn’t seem jealous,” I whisper, and something in Windsor’s face hardens. He slides his fingers into my freshly cut and dyed hair and pulls my head toward his.
“I was.”
Our kiss is slow and sensual, and tastes like apple cider. It’s one of those kisses that isn’t easy to forget, one that burns a brand into the memory that lasts a lifetime.
Before I know it, he’s got his hands under my shirt, massaging my bare back, and I’ve got his buttons undone, my palms sliding across the smooth, hard planes of his chest. We kiss well-past the midnight chime of the clock that sits on the mantle, and into the early blush of a winter dawn.
My body is on fire, throbbing, and desperate for another taste of what I had at the hotel.
It’s actually Wind who pushes me back, his own breathing harsh and panting.
“You should get back in your room before I do something worthy of those naughty panties in your pocket,” he says, and I flush from head to toe, tucking a loose strand of hair behind one ear. I can feel his hardness trapped between us, straining against the confines of his sweats.
“Like what?” I whisper, and the look he gives me … it’s oh so fucking naughty.
“Bend you over this couch,” he whispers back, kissing me one, last time on the lips. “And show you what a non-virgin is like in the bedroom.”
“You knew Creed was a virgin?” I choke out. “How?” Wind just shrugs his shoulders and gently pushes me off.
“I have my ways,” he says, watching as I stand up and then slowly, reluctantly, back away toward my bedroom.
He’s all I dream about for the rest of winter break.
Coming back to school in January is a bit of a shock to the system. I always forget how hectic things are, how quickly the real world comes crashing back in. I have cheerleading, and orchestra, scholarship applications, and course work that’s so heavy I wonder why I signed up for all these classes in the first place. Couldn’t I have just been normal and taken pottery or painting or something, anything to lighten the load?
Also, I feel like I’m walking around with this exciting little secret in my back pocket.
I’m not a virgin anymore. It’s weird to think that. Even weirder when Creed and I are in the same room. He taps his fingers on the surface of the library table while I attempt to tutor him.
“I’m not thinking about math—at all,” he tells me, and I level a glare on his arrogantly beautiful face.
“Start thinking about it if you truly want to get into Bornstead,” I quip, pushing the tablet his way. “Now check over that problem. You made a simple mistake, and I know you can fix it if you try.” He makes sure his fingers linger on the back of my hand, making me shiver, before he finally does what I’m asking and studies the screen.
Miranda rolls her eyes at us from across the table, and goes back to her own schoolwork.
After we’re finished, the twins walk me back to my room, see me safely inside, and wait until I’ve locked the doors behind me before they go.
This is our ritual: at least two of our crew—I should really start calling us the Bluebloods of Burberry Prep since that’s what most of the Plebs are starting to say now—follows me home, waits until I check and lock the room, and then heads back to the Towers.
It’s not until the end of January that I have any problems with that.
Tristan and Zayd drop me off, as usual, and say goodbye, making me wish I wasn’t all alone over here in the remodeled janitor’s quarters. I used to like it, having my own space like this. Now it just feels lonely and separate.