her eye, she saw Banreh watching her from his place on the sand.
Arigu stopped and pointed to where the pattern had shimmered on the dunes. “Did you see that pattern?”
“Of course—I’ve seen it before. I’m not frightened!”
His mouth twisted as he took a step towards her. “You’re lucky I don’t hit you, too, Princess. Do you know how many soldiers I have lost to that pattern? How many good men have died with those marks on their skin?”
“Died?” Surprise won over Mesema’s anger.
“You’ve seen the pattern, but not the death?” He stepped closer, his nose twitching as if he smelled bad meat. “What are you, then?”
Mesema waved her hands in denial. “I saw a pattern on the grass. That’s all.” Maybe the pattern was not the Hidden God’s, just the hare, showing a safe path through.
Arigu calmed. His sharp eyes studied her. He looked thoughtful, and for a moment he reminded her of Banreh, only less kind. “And what were you looking for, out there on the sands?”
She swallowed. “A path.”
Eldra was sitting up now, steadied by Banreh’s arm, and Mesema looked away. Watching them touch made her stomach twist around.
Arigu wasn’t finished with her. “A path to that building?”
She shook her head, no.
“Good. That kind of building has caused more trouble in Cerana than even the pattern.” Arigu motioned her forwards. “Come, girl. Let me look at your arms.”
“Why?” she asked, confused, even as she moved towards him.
“I need to see if you have the marks.”
She held out her arms and Arigu folded back the sleeves of her tunic. She noticed that his hands were trembling, but his fingers were light on her as he examined her skin. He was gentle, for a big, gruff man. “Well,” he said after a few minutes, “you don’t have the marks.”
“And if I did?”
Arigu ignored her question. “You said you saw the pattern in the grass. Did somebody put it there?”
“Just the wind.”
“And you never saw it before that?”
“No.” Mesema brushed her sleeves back into place.
“Would you remember what it looked like? If someone asked you to make a picture of it?”
“The bigger shapes, maybe.” The path is important, not the pattern.
Without another word to her, Arigu turned to Banreh. “Come with me,” he said. He pointed at Eldra. “Don’t touch her,” he called out to his men. “Let me deal with her.” He tapped Banreh’s shoulder and the two walked together, away from Mesema. “I have to ask you—” he began, but they passed out of her hearing.
Mesema knelt by Eldra. “Did it hurt?”
Eldra nodded, still cradling her cheek. “I want to go to the church.” “You can’t. We’re moving on.”
“Mesema, who can outride a Felt? I’ll be there before they can even—” “Listen. The pattern kills people. Arigu just said so. If the church is part of that…” She remembered Banreh dragging her away, remembered seeing the church for the first time. How had she not seen it before?
“The Cerani lies.” Eldra rose and brushed the sand from her skirt. “And the pattern is not the church; our faith is older than patterns.” She walked to the carriage, her posture straight and sure. Mesema was relieved that she went to the carriage and not the horses. Eldra’s words were just words; she wouldn’t ride off to the strange church alone.
In the distance, Banreh nodded to Arigu and limped back towards them, step by step. His face remained patient and still, even as sweat dripped from his hairline and soaked the collar of his tunic. She stood up to face him as he drew close, lifting her chin and putting her hands on her hips.
They looked at one another for a long moment.
“It is as I told you; you must learn to curb your tongue,” said Banreh. “Because I see things?”
“Partly. They have never heard of windreading before. But mostly, Cerani
women don’t speak as you do.” He gathered himself. “Arigu says the pattern is a soul-stealer. Those marked by it become its servants. Those it can’t use, it kills.”
“How can a pattern make such decisions, Banreh? There must be—” “There must be what? Do you know something more?”
Did she? Mesema lost her grip on the tiny thread she’d been following in
her mind. “No.”
“Well, then. Keep your thoughts close.”
Mesema twisted her hands together. “I understand. Banreh, where did that church come from?”
He looked puzzled for a moment. “I suppose it was behind a dune and then the wind moved the sand…” He stopped, then said, “I have to tell you something.”
She waited,