me. "If I hadn't said it, would you have let me come?"
I thought about it. "I don't know."
He nodded. "It's time I pulled my weight," he said.
Cathbodua flew from the balcony, her raven-feather cloak looking more like wings than ever before. She knelt by me. "How bad is it?"
"Not sure," I said. "Is Julian ...?"
"He'll live and he'll heal, but he is hurt. Usna is with him now." She held pressure on the makeshift bandage. Doyle was applying pressure on Barinthus's side, and Rhys had put his gun out of sight and had his detective's license out in plain sight when the police hit the door.
They didn't shoot us, and they didn't arrest us. It helped that we had so many wounded and that I was Princess Meredith Nic Essus. Every once in a while it doesn't suck to be the celebrity.
Chapter Fourty-seven
I had to have stitches in my arm, but they were the kind that dissolved into the wound because the other kind of stitches would be grown over by the body before the doctor could get them out. I wasn't sure I healed that fast but I was glad the doctor knew enough about the fey to take the precaution.
Lucy was as mad as I'd ever seen her. "You could have been killed."
"He worked for the police, Lucy. I was afraid if we called you guys in it would get back to him."
"None of our people would have talked to that serial-killing son of a bitch."
"I couldn't risk Julian, especially since it was my fault that they took him."
"How was it your fault?" she asked.
"I put myself out as bait and we protected ourselves and our demi-fey, our fey, but we didn't think to guard Julian and the others."
"Why did they take him?" she asked.
"He comes over and gets a little skin-hunger fix now and then."
"Is that code for sex?"
"No, it's exactly what it sounds like. He comes over to get cuddled and we send him back home with his virtue intact. He slept over the other night for the first time and apparently the bad guys saw him leave in the morning. They assumed he was another lover."
"Don't you have enough already?"
I nodded. "Some days too many."
"They didn't find out that Julian is gay?"
"Doyle said that when someone is heterosexual they think that first."
She nodded as if that made sense to her. "You know that Lieutenant Peterson is screaming for us to arrest someone."
"On what charges? Forensics can look at the blood patterns, but she attacked me. If Doyle hadn't used his knife when he did it would be a lot worse than this." I motioned at the bandaged arm.
"And I've seen Barinthus down the hallway. The doctors say that he'll live, but that if he'd been human he wouldn't have."
"It's hard to kill an ex-god," I said.
She patted my shoulder. "You know we do know our job, Merry. We could have backed you on this."
"Your boss's boss doesn't even like me at a crime scene for fear I'm going to get hurt by some overzealous reporter. Do you really think he'd have agreed to me walking in there to save Julian?"
She looked around the room, then leaned in and spoke quietly. "I'll deny this if asked in public, but no. They'd have never let you go in."
"I couldn't let my friend die because we screwed up and didn't put a guard on all my friends." That made me think. "How is Julian doing?"
"He's still in surgery. It looks like he's going to pull through but he was cut up some. You don't want to see the picture the little psycho bitch was using this time. It was a medical text on anatomy." Lucy shuddered. "She hadn't gotten too far when you got to him, but it would have been the worst of the lot, and they weren't going to kill him first."
"She wasn't pretending that she was killing to gain power or magic. She'd admitted to herself that she liked the pain and the killing."
"How do you know all that?"
"She told me some of it before she died."
"What, she did a villain speech?"
"Something like that."
"Patterson is the one who made Gilda's wand. She knows everyone who bought items from him and she's agreed to help us track all of them down for leniency."
"Is she going to see jail?"
"One of the serial killers was a police employee, Merry. We're having enough bad PR with the fey community without jailing the Fairy Godmother of L.A."
"How are the fey