that carefully cultivated persona might not gel with… well, really any other situation at all.
Especially one where I’m supposed to be the love interest to some touchy jock.
After a breath, I gesture toward my reflection. “I see a woman who’s been a straight-A student since the sixth grade when that witch Mrs. Hall gave me a B-plus in art. A woman who performs under pressure and doesn’t crack. A quick study and someone who excels at every goal she commits to.” Every goal but one, that is.
I close my eyes. I see a woman who just wants to be someone else for a while.
Unraveling my arms, I smooth my features. Relax my mouth and—
“Are you seriously practicing smiling right now?”
I turn to Wade. “Just find the gas station. I’ve got this.”
This guy has no idea what I’m capable of.
Chapter 4
Wade
Harlow has an intensity about success that’s kind of scary, so no fucking way am I about to laugh at how she’s practicing loosening up her shoulders and going for what I’m guessing is supposed to be a more casual pose.
She’s not what I expected those few times I saw her at the bank.
Not by a long shot.
And yeah, I’m sort of thinking the fam isn’t going to take this thing with a woman so different than any they’ve seen me with before as seriously as I’d like. Which is a bummer, because it would have been nice to ride this fake relationship well into next year. But even if we’re nothing more than a ten-day wonder, it’ll be enough to let me enjoy being home with my brother.
For now, though, it’s time to see what exactly we’re working with.
I pull to a stop at the first pump, leaving my hands on the wheel as I think about my approach.
“Okay, bring on the PDA. I’m ready,” Harlow says, shaking out her shoulders and taking a big breath like she’s prepping to jump off the high dive.
“Yeah, I see that.” Maybe I’ve got a death wish, but this time I can’t fight the smile. Damn, she’s cute. “Give me a second.”
She stares at me impatiently. Time to stop being a pussy.
“So here’s the plan. I’m just going to talk as we go, tell you what I’m doing as I do it, and see how it plays out. You don’t like it, just—”
“Should we have a safe word?” she cuts in, leaning toward me. “Something that signals we’re serious and want to stop?”
I swallow and run a hand over my twitching lips. Nod. “Yeah, um, how about ‘Knock it off, Wade’ or maybe cutting to the chase and saying ‘Stop’ or ‘No.’ Both are instantly effective with me and might seem more natural than you casually working ‘armadillo’ or something into the conversation.”
I’ve got to give her credit. Harlow doesn’t look away, even when her cheeks start to flush.
“That works.”
Figured it might.
“Okay, how about we start with something simple, like your hair.” I sling my arm over the seatback between us and touch the dark silk I’ve been trying not to notice since she got in the truck.
Harlow’s brows furrow again as I tease a few loose strands, looping them around my fingers before tucking them behind her ear.
Uh-huh. Yep, she’s not breathing, and so much for that shoulder shimmy when she wanted to loosen up. Because now, she’s straight as a stick, eyes cranked to the side as she tries to focus on my too-close hand.
Totally natural.
No one’s going to suspect a thing.
Fuck.
I can see it’s costing her big not to bat my hand away, and I laugh. Seriously, what else am I going to do?
How is this girl so easy to talk to while physically being wound so tight?
“What’s wrong with my hair? I was going for something softer, but—”
“It’s perfect, Harlow.” And it is. As long as it is dark, that thick spill over her shoulder was one of the first things to catch my eye. “I’m using it as an excuse to get closer. Sure, I could tell you that there’s a pretty bit of hair that’s fallen free of that barrette you’ve got the rest clipped into, and then let you excuse yourself to fix something I like better the way it is.”
She pulls back an inch. “You do?”
A lot, actually. “Sure. Which is why I’ll take the opportunity to play with said pretty bit of hair myself. I get to move a little nearer”—I demonstrate, bringing my mouth close enough to her ear she’ll feel the warmth