I didn’t even bother holding back my groan. Not when having her here like this, on her knees with the need to touch me, was incinerating all of my resistance.
It was beyond great, but I needed something more. Something more personal first.
I bent down and pressed my mouth to hers, engulfing us both in the sizzling heat of a kiss so powerful I felt drunk. I reached for her tits and pinched a nipple in a vise-tight grip until a keening cry burst from her lungs and filled my mouth. Fuck, she was so perfect. It had become crystal clear to me over the last weeks that I would do anything for these moments with her. This only solidified that belief.
If I needed to murder someone to possess her, then so be it. Her godfather, my father, could go to fucking hell if he thought he could interfere between us again. I wasn’t going to stand for it.
Nor was I going to tolerate this cloud over her head because of some fucking pictures. But as much as I wanted to formulate my next steps in our future, I couldn’t focus beyond the kiss and the way her hand moved over my dick. I dropped my hand away and allowed her to take over as she’d all but demanded.
My fierce little chef needed this moment and I had committed to giving it to her. I only hoped I didn’t lose all control in the process.
“Fuuuck, Zia.” I wrenched free from her mouth and pressed my forehead to hers. “You’re going to make me lose my mind.”
“Good,” she replied. “It’s high time someone turned the tables on you. Maybe it’s my time to dirty you up.”
I tried to laugh and failed. While her statement bordered on ludicrous, there was no humor in the darkness that filled my mind. I’d never fully unleashed myself with someone else and the idea of it terrified me. Anytime I lost control, bad things tended to happen.
A split second later, she’d released me and sucked me deep into her mouth instead, her nails also digging hard into my thighs. I stood ramrod straight and roared to the ceiling as she bathed my cock with her tongue. When the vibrations of her appreciative moan moved against my shaft, I surged forward and pushed as deep into her mouth as I could possibly get.
To her credit she didn’t choke right away. She tried to swallow against me and allow me access to her throat. That’s when her gag reflex kicked in and I nearly died from that momentary squeeze before I was forced to pull back and allow her to breathe. For a quick moment I thought I would regain some control until her soft hand squeezed my heavy balls.
“Goddammit. You are going to break me.”
She moaned against my flesh and this time that vibration set me off. I grabbed her head and surged forward again, sinking deep before quickly pulling back. Her tongue lashed at me as I pumped in and out. That familiar tingle at the base of my spine had turned into a full-blown firestorm. Her and that wicked tongue of hers was going to make me blow in record time.
I knew there were words tumbling out of my mouth, but I’d lost all sense of what they were. I was too busy fighting to maintain control. A doomed mission from the moment she’d touched me.
“Never letting you go again.” My balls drew tight and I gave in to the sensations already engulfing me. My dick swelled to the point of pain it got so tight. All while she moved along my length, torturing me with pleasure. I couldn’t rip my gaze from the incredibly sexy sight of her lips gliding around my girth. Or the stretch of them as she worked diligently to take it all.
“Fuuuuuck, you’re making me come. Look at me.” My words came out strained and animalistic, reflecting every primal thought flooding my mind.
Slowly her hooded eyes opened wide and our gazes met and locked. My heart beat erratically as layers of sensation and feeling bombarded me from that look. Not that it mattered. I couldn’t stop what was happening, nor could I tear my gaze away from hers. In fact, I barely recognized the anguished growl from my own mouth as her hands fastened around my ass as I thrusted into her with short, frantic movements.
“You are mine.” I barely got the words out through gritted teeth before the heat of