on her, the warden had said, and maybe they had for a few days. Veronica tried to make sure she was rarely alone or without a guard nearby to escort her wherever she needed to go. Even when the door of her cell clanged shut behind her, she was still afraid, more so with each passing day. She had only one goal: to survive the night. She was being transferred tomorrow.
She looked again at the clock. Only two more minutes and she could go back inside. She looked blindly around, lowered her face into her hands, not to cry—there were no more tears, only the endless ache in her heart at what had happened, at what she’d done and couldn’t ever undo. Even when she got out of prison in ten years, she had no one left to care if she lived or died. How would she possibly live?
When her time was up, a guard escorted her to the prison dining room and left her at the door. He nodded across the room at another guard, who took one last look around the cafeteria and nodded.
Veronica stood a moment, frozen in the doorway, prisoners walking around her. She kept her head down, no eye contact with any of the other prisoners. She knew many of them condemned her for testifying against Marsia, the ultimate betrayal.
She smelled spaghetti sauce. She hoped some stingy meatballs were in the sauce but doubted it. She met the other guard’s eyes. He nodded to her and motioned her in. She squared her shoulders and walked into the cafeteria, chin high.
Ignore all of them. What they think of you doesn’t matter. You’ll be gone from here tomorrow. Eat your dinner. Go to bed. That’s all you’ve got to do.
25
WASHINGTON, D.C.
MONTROSE PARK
R STREET NW
MONDAY AFTERNOON
Griffin tossed the neon green Frisbee toward Sean, who ran, jumped, and managed to snag it. The Frisbee was Sean’s birthday present from Marty Perry, and it glowed bright at night. Sean whooped, did a fast fist pump, and threw it to his mom.
Sherlock caught it and threw it on to Dillon, who plucked it out of the air, grinned at everyone, and waved toward the blanket they’d spread on the nearly dead grass in Montrose Park. Even so, it was a beautiful spot, wide open, perfect for whatever a kid would want to do.
Everyone was warm enough still, but Savich knew it wouldn’t last, and that’s why he’d had the idea to bring Sean to the park with them while they still had some sun. Savich knew all of them were tired and needed a bit of time to decompress.
Savich flipped the Frisbee to land on top of their ancient red-and-white-striped wool blanket, a witness to many a picnic. Everyone took a drink and a cookie. Between bites, Sean told them all about a video on YouTube about the best ways to throw a Frisbee. He took them through every single step. He told them the boy who made the video, Ellery, lived in Australia and could throw a Frisbee so far his friends spent days looking for it. “Even farther than you, Papa. I emailed him. I hope he’ll email me back, maybe give me some private pointers.”
Sean’s attention veered from the Frisbee when he saw a half dozen teenage boys throwing a football around twenty yards away, having a great time hooting and hollering. Sean walked closer to watch them, all the adult eyes on him. Savich said, “You’ve seen all the photos Pippa’s sent. She planned to go back this morning and question Mrs. Filly, but I haven’t heard from her. I reminded her last night to check in with me, told her again to be careful.” He looked down at his Mickey Mouse watch. “She hasn’t called, and all my calls have gone to voice mail.”
“Dillon, call her again while Griffin and I pack everything up. It’s getting too cold to stay out much longer anyway.”
As Savich stepped away and pulled out his cell, he heard Griffin say to Sherlock, “You wanted to know about Jessie’s birthday party for her daughter. Picture a dozen eighteen-year-old girls, all laughing and talking and slurping down ice cream smoothies when Jessie brought me into the living room and yelled out, ‘Surprise, girls!’ All eyes turned to us. There was instant silence, not a single slurp, and then they rushed me. It was like a tsunami. I gotta say, though, the chocolate cake was delicious, pecans whipped into the chocolate frosting. Almost