efforts to change the subject have worked, Angela pipes up.
“So, Justin. About that story from fifth-grade camp. I want to hear it,” she says. I no longer love her. She leans forward. “Go ahead.”
I pull my blanket around my body as he begins. I’m hoping I can tune him out. Hoping that he won’t choose now to prove that he has the creativity to be a good storyteller. But it’s almost as if I’m wearing headphones and his voice is being piped right into my ear. And his voice, which is always kind of soothing, drops to this low, breathy whisper that I’ve never known him to possess. “Once there was this kid named Trey Vance. He was walking home from school. He wasn’t a very big kid, smaller than me … maybe Hugo’s size, just average. He was taking the shortcut through the woods and there he saw two boys with their backs turned to him. He knew they were older kids from his school who had given him trouble before, so he meant to walk past them quietly. But they turned and saw him, and they suddenly looked all nervous. A few days later the body of a young girl was found at the same location he’d seen the boys, and Trey realized that the older kids must have killed her.”
The wind picks up, finding its way to my neckline. I pull the blanket around me and suddenly it’s clear to me. They’ll get him when he goes fishing.
I don’t know how, but suddenly the thought is so clear to me. So obvious, like it’s happening right in front of me, right now. I see him tying string to a pole, and beyond him, in a lush forest, a tree branch bends. Someone is watching him. But he is turned away. A lock of dirty-blond hair falls in his eyes and he sweeps it behind his ear, unaware.
Somehow, for some reason, I know more than even he does.
“For a few days,” Justin goes on, “Trey wrestled with what he’d seen, wondering if he should go to the police. But one of the boys, it turns out, saw Trey as he was running away. So one day Trey was walking to the river, completely unsuspecting.”
When Justin mentions the river, suddenly I see the kid at the edge of the pier, in his dirty jeans, with his stick fishing pole. That’s the one. Get him. I open my mouth, wanting to scream to him, to tell him to watch out. He doesn’t know they’re behind him. He won’t know until it’s too late. But I can’t find my voice.
Suddenly I can’t breathe. My lungs are going to explode. Almost as if I’m underwater.
Like he was.
He turns. There’s a knife. Someone slashes at him. A red gash opens on his forearm and he drops the pole. Slash again, and he dives out of the way. Into the water. The water is greenish-black from the shade trees above. He surfaces, but the water is too deep, much too deep for him to reach the bottom. He struggles to stay afloat, to find something to grab onto, but in his panic everything falls through his grasp, until the only thing left is the sound of splashing mingling with laughter.
“He can’t go fishing!” I shout, finally getting the air into my lungs. I gasp, again and again and again.
Justin turns to me, his eyes orange with firelight. “You’ve heard this one before?”
I can’t stop shaking. “Please, Justin. Can we just go to bed? I’m tired. Please.”
He studies me. “All right. It’s late anyway. We have to get up early.”
It’s only then I realize Angela and Hugo are both staring at me. Ange says, “You look tired, Ki.” But I know from her expression she means I look a lot worse than tired. I hug myself tight, creeping closer to the fire, but even that doesn’t stop the shivers. Ange whispers to Justin, “You’ll have to tell me the rest later.”
But I know the rest. Somehow, I was there. I saw it all.
And I saw him die.
Chapter Four
I curl up on the shag throw rug in the dark bathroom, which is lit only by moonlight streaming through the window. I press my fists to my eyes until I see fireworks. Down here, I don’t hear the rush of the water. Down here, I almost feel safe.
My dad is a teacher at my high school. He teaches my European History class and about fifteen extracurricular activities,