one who made me laugh, even when you didn’t realize I was in the room. The one who always kept the bigger kids, including my brothers, from teasing me. You’ve always protected me. Make love to me. I’m thirty years old, and I’ve waited almost all of those years for you. You know how this is supposed to work, but I don’t. Please don’t make me wait any longer.
He groaned and kissed her, but there was nothing practiced in the press of his firm lips, the click of teeth bumping, the sensual tingle of tongues touching, stroking, searching deeper. Annie sensed that Alex was every bit as nervous as she was, and his sweet anxiety gave her courage.
She loved his taste and the way it felt when they were skin to skin. She twisted beneath him to bring their bodies closer together. She wanted him inside where no man had touched her, where she’d kept that one small bit of herself inviolate, just for him.
Did he care? Did it matter?
It matters, sweetheart. You have no idea. Matters so much, and yet I’m afraid of hurting you. Afraid I’ll screw up and you’ll hate me, hate what should be wonderful. He laughed, breaking their kiss and looking at her with so much tenderness that a lump grew in her throat and his image wavered through tears. He kissed her again, a short quick taste of her lips. “I’m not kidding, you know. Believe me, if anyone’s going to screw something up, it’ll be me.”
“Only if you don’t shut up and make love to me.”
He chuckled, a sound from deep in his chest, almost as if he groaned at the same time. “See? What did I tell you?”
But then he leaned close and clamped her right nipple between his lips, worried the sensitive peak gently with his teeth. Her body writhed and twisted beneath him, and she wondered if a woman could come merely from having her breasts licked and nipped, but then he brushed the curls between her legs, and she knew this intimate touch would definitely make her come.
“No.” She moaned the words. “Please, not with your hands. Not with your mouth. I want you inside me. All of you, as deep inside as you can be. Please?”
Her body trembled and his was shaking, and she wondered what it was like for him, a man who’d been with so many women, making love with someone so inexperienced, but he followed her plea, lifted her hips beneath his hands, and nudged at her needy sex. He was gentle, parting her slickened labia with his fingertips, pressing forward until he’d seated the broad head of his cock just inside.
She wanted more. Wanted him now, and she raised her hips and thrust against him, impaling herself on his thick length, thrilling with the burn and stretch as he filled her. She’d used sex toys to ease the pressure of unmet needs, but they were nothing like Alex’s thick, hot erection. She lifted her hips, pushing against him until the solid pressure of his cock against the mouth of her womb, the soft slap of his balls against her bottom, signaled she’d taken all she could, that she’d taken all of him.
He held still for a moment, giving her time to adjust to his size, and both of them a chance to savor the feeling. When he finally withdrew, the wet, sucking sounds as he pulled free made her shiver. He paused with the thick head of his cock resting against her entrance, and then he drove home again. And almost as if it were an afterthought, he opened his thoughts to her, shared the sensation of her inner muscles rippling along the fullness of his cock, the way her skin felt to him, like silk. He shared his sense of surprise and amazing joy, that since Annie had suddenly reappeared in his life, he knew his life would never be the same.
Annie returned the sensations, magnified through her sense of wonder, that the man she’d loved for so long truly cared about her, maybe even loved her. This was what she’d waited for. So many times she’d dreamed of just this moment, this wonderful sense of fulfillment, but only with Alex Aragat. Never any other, and now that it was happening, it was more than she’d hoped. So much more, so much deeper, more meaningful than anything she could have imagined.
It wasn’t just sex. No, this was so much more. This was Alex