the drugs.”
If he took more, he might be able to dream about her again.
Or he could get healthy and go after her. He could stop being a whiny baby and prove to her that he was worth her time.
He shook his head. “No. I want to be clearheaded. How soon can I go home?”
He would go home but not for long. Just long enough to get his shit together and put in for a few months’ leave. Then he would find a place in London and put his whole life on hold while he pursued the most important part of it. Her.
“A couple of days.” Michael looked over at Simon. “Maybe we should go tell them he’s awake. I don’t think they’ll want to miss it if he goes back to sleep.”
“No.” He knew his parents would be worried, but he had to ask the question. “Give me a minute. I need to ask you something and I need to make sure you’re going to tell me the truth.”
“Nothing hit your dick, man,” Michael quipped. “According to the docs it’s still fully functional.”
Simon rolled his eyes. “Ask me, JT.”
“Did she even stay around to see if I was okay?” He wasn’t sure it would matter. If she’d left then it had been because she was scared. He’d lied to her and put her in a corner, and she was afraid she would cease to exist if she stayed with him, that she would lose something essential about herself in the face of being his wife. He would show her that she was wrong.
Simon frowned. “Are you asking about Nina?”
Michael’s expression had lost its humor. “She’s gone, but I don’t think it’s for long.”
“She’s coming back? To Dallas?” She might have work to do there.
“No,” Simon corrected. “She’s coming back to the room. She’s barely left it, but your mother insisted she eat a proper lunch.”
Nina was here? “She’s okay? She didn’t get hurt tracking down the spy?”
“JT, she wasn’t involved in that,” Simon replied. “She hasn’t left your side except when you were in surgery. She’s been worried sick. Though she did manage to talk Michael out of a job.”
“She can deal with Dad now.” Michael breathed a sigh of relief. “I’ve been trying to convince Big Tag to let someone else be the liaison with Malone Oil for years.”
The door swung open and sunshine walked in. Nina was wearing a T-shirt and jeans and she looked weary, as though she hadn’t slept in days.
She was the single most gorgeous thing he’d ever seen.
She stopped and tears filled her eyes. “You’re awake.”
He was alive because she was here with him. He held a hand out. “Baby, please come close. I need to see you.”
She rushed to him, taking his hand in hers. “How are you feeling? Are you in pain? I can talk to the doctors. Your mum and dad are with them right now because we want to fly you back home. They’re making arrangements.”
He brought her hand to his chest. “I’m fine and I’ll go anywhere as long as you’re with me.”
“Wow, Tag is right,” Michael said. “This does kind of make me gag.”
Nina shot his brother a look that could have frozen fire. “Then you should leave because I’m about to tell your brother that I love him and I’m staying in Dallas and dating him until we’ve reached an acceptable time to become truly engaged. I will then marry him and we will proceed to have a few children, grow old and enjoy our lives together. And he’s not going to lie to me ever again.”
Now he was the one having trouble with tears. His eyes had gone watery. “Never. But, baby, you have to know I wouldn’t take it back because I want everything you just promised me.”
She leaned over and brushed her lips against his. “Then tell me you love me.”
That was the easiest command he’d ever followed. “I love you.”
“I’m going to find Mom and Dad.” Michael put a hand on his stomach. “I can’t take much more of that.”
Simon shook his head but started to follow him out. “Only because you’ve never had it, cos. One day. One day.”
But this was his day. His day to find forever. He drew her close and promised to never let her go.
Epilogue
Six months later
JT looked around the elegantly decorated space with a deep sense of satisfaction.
This time it was for real.
“Happy engagement,” his brother said, giving him a hearty slap on the back. “Nina looks