be good for the city,” she says in a rush. “The books aren’t doing anyone any good collecting dust. An influx of cash from the rich side of the city might be exactly what the west side needs.”
“You’ve been spending too much time with Gabriel.”
“And you still have the books,” she says. “You could sell them and use the money to create a new library. A smaller library that has books and a computer lab.”
“Way too much time with Gabriel. Now you’re practical and boring.”
“I forgot to mention you’re on speakerphone.”
A smile takes over no matter how hard I fight it. “I’m sorry, Gabriel. But I’m sorry in that way where I said something true and I’m only sorry you heard it. You’re rubbing off on her.”
“That’s my favorite thing to do with her,” he says, his voice far from the phone.
It makes me laugh, which is what I needed.
Gabriel is a good man, even if he did buy my best friend’s virginity as revenge. These things happen. The important thing is that he loves her. She only has to blink at something and he’ll pour his fortune into buying it for her. I’m almost certain they won’t end in tragedy, but you never really know with love.
That’s why I’m better off without it.
The Den is a place owned by a criminal and bastard, so naturally it’s spilling over with patrons when I show up at ten p.m. They wear suits and party dresses, laughter and drinks flowing freely when I step into the foyer. The crowd here is younger and more playful than the gala, but just as rich. Just as powerful in their own corner of the city.
From across the room I see Hugo with his head bent, speaking to Christopher and another man with a shaved head and muscles like whoa. I’ve never met the third man before. He stands and approaches the bar area, so I sidle up to him.
“Hi,” I say, dropping my rose-gold clutch on the mirrored surface.
He looks at me sideways. “Who are you?”
There’s a natural command in his voice, the kind that can only come from having been in charge of men for a long stretch of his life. Military? It’s in the way he holds himself. “A friend of Beatrix Cartwright. And Avery James.”
His eyes are a darker blue than Sutton, more midnight than ocean. “Ah.”
“Ah?”
“You’re the artist. The one Sutton talks about.”
“He talks about me?” My voice comes out high-pitched, because I don’t know whether he talks about what happened in the hallway or what happened bent over on the counter. Either way my cheeks burn hot in the company of this stranger. He’s wearing a wedding band and he doesn’t seem the least interested in me sexually, which only makes it more embarrassing somehow.
“You’re going to save the library.”
“Oh,” I say, relieved. “I’m not sure how, but that’s the plan.”
“Christopher’s going to lose his shit. It was his idea to raze the whole thing down. I think that’s the only way he knows how to make something successful.”
Is that what he’s trying to do with me, tear me down to my roots, to the muscle and bone, to build me into a woman he might actually trust? “That is weirdly insightful, stranger. Almost like you know Christopher really well, but I don’t know you.”
The corner of his mouth twitches. “Blue Eastman.”
“Your name is Blue.”
“Yes.”
“Like it says that on your birth certificate. Blue like the color.”
He laughs a little rusty, like he’s not used to doing it. “That’s right.”
“I’m sorry, I can’t really move on. Was Green in the running? If you had been born with green eyes, would you be named Green?”
“Probably.” He pauses, accepting a beer that the bartender sends his way. “Do you want anything? Sutton will be annoyed at me that I bought you a drink.”
“An old-fashioned,” I tell the bartender, a pretty young woman with strawberry-blonde curls and twinkling eyes. “And I’m paying for it.”
Blue takes a sip of beer and then considers the amber liquid. “My father had brown eyes. Black hair. My mother had dark skin and even darker hair.”
“Babies have blue eyes,” I whisper.
“Not in my family. At least that’s what my dad said, for all that he didn’t know shit about genetics either. So he named me Blue to punish my mother, to always remind her that he knew.”
“Wow. Did she actually…?”
“Until the day she died, she maintained that she had never cheated. Which either makes her a dedicated liar or