are the bonds already," said Hushidh.
"What are you talking about?" asked Nafai.
"We're tied to the future by so many cords. The Oversoul has always told dear Luet, here, that she wants human beings to follow her freely. But I think she has caught us in a very tight-woven net, and we have about as much choice as a fish that's been dragged up from the sea."
"We have choices," said Nafai. "We always have choices."
"Do we?"
I don't want to talk to you, Hushidh. I came here now to talk to Luet.
"We have the choice to follow the Oversoul or not," said Luet, her voice coming soft and sweet, compared to Hushidh's harsher tone. "And if we choose to follow, then we are not caught in her net, but rather carried in her basket into the future."
Hushidh smiled wanly. "Always so cheerful, aren't you, Lutya."
A lull in the conversation.
If I am to be a man and a husband, I must learn to act boldly, even when I'm afraid. "Luet," he began. Then: "Lutya,"
"Yes?" she said.
But he could not ignore Hushidh's eyes boring into him, seeing in him things that he had no desire for her to see.
"Hushidh," he said, "could I speak to Luet alone?"
"I have no secrets from my sister," said Luet.
"And will that be true, even when you have a husband?" asked Nafai.
"I have no husband," said Luet.
"But if you did, I would hope that he would be the one you shared your inmost heart with, and not your sister."
"If I had a husband, I would hope that he would not be so cruel as to require me to abandon my sister, who is my only family in the world."
"If you had a husband," said Nafai, "he should love your sister as if she were his own sister. But still not as much as he loved you , and so you should not love your sister as much as you loved him"
"Not all marriages are for love," said Luet. "Some are because one has no choice."
The words stung him to the heart. She knew, of course-if the Oversoul had told him, it would certainly have told her, as well. And she was telling him that she didn't love him, that she was marrying him only because the Oversoul commanded it.
"True," said Nafai. "But that doesn't mean that the husband and the wife can't treat each other with gentleness and kindness, until they learn trust for each other. It doesn't mean they can't resolve to love each other, even if they didn't choose the marriage freely, for themselves."
"I hope that what you've said is true."
"I promise to make it true, if you'll promise me the same."
Luet looked at him with a chagrined smile on her face. "Oh. Is this how I'm to hear my husband ask me to be his wife?"
So he had done it wrong. He had offended her, perhaps hurt her, certainly disappointed her. How she must loathe the idea of being married to him. Didn't she see that he would never have chosen to force such a thing on her? As the thought formed in his mind, he blurted it out. "The Oversold chose us for each other, and so yes, I'm asking you to marry me, even though I'm afraid."
"Afraid of me?"
"Not that you mean me any harm-you've saved my life, and my father's life before that. I'm afraid-of your disdain for me. I'm afraid that I'll always be humiliated before you and your sister, the two of you, seeing everything weak about me, looking down on me. The way you see me now."
In all his life, Nafai had never spoken with such brutal frankness about his own fear; he had never felt so exposed and vulnerable in front of anyone. He dared not look up at her face-at their faces-for fear of seeing a look of wondrous contempt.
"Oh, Nafai, I'm sorry," whispered Luet.
Her words came as the blow that he had most dreaded. She pitied him. She saw how weak and frightened and uncertain he was, and she felt sorry for him. And yet even in the pain of that moment of disappointment, he felt a small bright fire of joy inside. I can do this, he thought. I have shown my weakness to these strong women, and still I am myself, and alive inside, and not defeated at all.
"Nafai, I only thought of how frightened I was," said Luet. "I never imagined that you might feel that way, too, or I would never have asked