had my libido raging.
I was such a fucking fool.
It had been only night six of this gig, and I’d already jerked off to the fantasy of Michael naked on his knees in front of me, violating himself with a big black dildo. No idea why I imagined it black. Maybe because it looked so wrong in my mind, fat and aggressive, such a stark contrast to his soft milky skin. The sounds he’d made when he’d pleasured himself, perfectly audible through his bedroom door… Fuck. Did he do it on purpose to make me mad, or was he always this vocal?
It had become my calming ritual—a fantasy of Michael’s ass, sometimes his mouth, like a good-night story. Now, after more than ten days in a confined space with him, I imagined him riding me. I came so hard I had to bite the pillow so he wouldn’t hear me. Sated, I didn’t have the energy to be annoyed with myself anymore. I drifted on a cloud of sexual fantasies, letting myself enjoy them. In my dreams, Michael surrendered to me, pliant and meek, on his knees, eager for my touch, asking nicely to be allowed to just lick my dick…
A cry tore me out of my sleep, and I shot up, awake and alert. It had come from Michael’s room. Gun in hand, I stalked through the cabin. I double-checked my phone, just to be sure. There couldn’t have been an intruder, or the security system would have alerted me.
I opened the door to his room. Michael lay on his bed, asleep, naked, completely. The sheets were bunched up around his legs. Brilliant moonlight flooded through the window, illuminating the barbells in his nipples, his hairless groin, his soft cock… Fucking hell.
His body spasmed, and he cried out again, a painful wail that made my hair stand on end. I put the gun on the nightstand and shook his shoulder.
“Michael.” He shuddered and convulsed, his mouth falling open. A nightmare. Well, someone had been trying to kill this boy. No wonder he had nightmares.
His pouty lips looked as if they strained toward me.
“Michael, you’re dreaming. C’mon. Wake up.”
His big green eyes popped open wide.
“Vincent?” he mumbled.
“You were having a nightmare. I heard you yelling.”
“Oh.” He sat up and looked around, confused. “Sorry.”
Then he seemed to wake up more properly. His eyes flickering from me to his naked body. I expected him to reach down to cover himself, but he didn’t. I let go of his shoulder immediately.
Leave, Nowak. Do it. Leave now.
Slowly, Michael turned his head to me and looked into my eyes. He seemed dangerously awake and very well aware of what his nakedness was doing to me. One of his hands slid down his torso, over one glinting barbell, and down to his crotch. He cupped his balls and wetted his lips, his gaze scanning my face with intensity.
Leave, Nowak. Now!
But I got stuck on his mouth again. My mind was empty except for the image of his sensual lips. They glistened with saliva, full, pink, and soft. Erotic. I felt as if he’d sucked me into him, stealing my sense, my self-control.
He moaned softly, and my eyes darted to his groin, where his hand was slowly stroking his now hard cock. Bare, completely hairless, his toned young body writhing in pleasure, torso arching off the bed, hips rolling… he was so beautiful it hurt me in my core. The tattoos on his arms seemed to morph in front of my eyes, swirling in hypnotizing patterns. He lay back down on the bed, never taking his eyes off me, and I couldn’t move. I just couldn’t.
He spread his legs wider, squeezing his shaft, the pink head peeking out, precum gathering at the tip. I wanted to taste it. With his other hand, he pulled on the barbells in his nipples, first one, then the other, and then he pumped his hips up, fucking into his own fist. He came, the cum splattering onto his belly in a fountain-like arch.
I stared at his mouth again, swollen and parted, harsh breaths puffing out.
He lifted one finger, covered with cum, and smeared it over his upper lip, looking at me with wicked, deep-green eyes. The tip of his tongue darted out, and he lapped at the cum, eyes closing, eyelashes fluttering.
“Please, Daddy, will you fuck my mouth?” he whispered.
His question was like a slap to my face.
I turned and ran out of his room as if my ass was on fire.
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