have a conversation.”
“I was into my book.”
Ouch, Baxter thought. Hostile. “We can start with that.” He patted the cushion again. “Come on, sit with me.”
She took the bait, approaching the sofa and dropping down. He noticed she still wore the zipped hoodie and formfitting jeans she’d had on at Captain Crow’s. It struck him again how petite she was, her waist tiny, her bottom appealingly round.
“So,” he said, as she drew her bare feet up beneath her. “What’s your book’s title and why are you reading it in the dark?”
“I always read in the dark.”
Baxter blinked. “Always?”
“I mean when it’s night. A habit I started as a kid. I’d hide under the covers with a flashlight so I didn’t get caught staying up past bedtime.”
“Ah.” This was what he was after. More Addy information. “Strict parents?”
She hooked her finger in the glasses, removing them and switching off their beams. The room was very dark now, except, he saw, some barely glowing embers in the fireplace across the room. “They wanted me tucked away so they could hold rabid arguments without worrying about a witness.”
The bald way she said the words didn’t hide the pain behind them. And he’d been right, he thought, back there in the Sunrise archives room. He’d said it from instinct, but he knew it was true now. She wanted to believe that love could survive. “I’m sorry,” he began. “That must have been—”
“What’s the point of you being here, Baxter?”
Jeez. She didn’t give a guy an inch. “I don’t know. I just like talking with you. Being with you.”
Leaning toward the coffee table in front of the sofa, she grabbed up a plate. Then she sat back and picked something from it, taking the object to her mouth. Before she bit down, she paused, releasing a little sigh. “Would you like some of my snack?”
In the dark, it looked like pretzels—or worms. “What is it?”
“Green beans. Steamed, blanched, drizzled with a little low-calorie Italian dressing.”
“You call that a snack?” He remembered what she’d carried on her hike. Water and a handful of raw nuts. “Woman, do you need an introduction to ice cream? Can’t Layla hook you up with some cupcakes?”
Her green bean was still crunchy enough to snap when she bit into it. “If you don’t like vegetables, just say so.”
“I actually do. Even Brussels sprouts.”
“Figures,” she said, sounding disgusted.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You need a flaw, Baxter,” she muttered. “Your bathroom appeared sterilized. I noticed that your pantry was organized alphabetically.”
“I’ve shared my self-diagnosis. Slight case of obsessive-compulsive disorder.”
“Yeah, and when it manifests as tidiness and cleanliness, it’s only another asset.”
“I think you just said you like me,” Baxter replied, smiling. “Which is convenient because I’m serious about the two of us dating.”
“I told you—”
“I remember. France.” The knowledge of her impending departure had walloped him when she’d first shared it, but he’d decided not to give up so easily. “We still have time, though.”
She bit into another bean. “Time for what?”
God, Addy the Obstinate. “There are things I’d like to know about you. I remembered something interesting you said the other day. I want to understand what it means.”
“Not a good idea,” she said, putting the plate aside.
His gut tightened. Was she going to kick him out? Because he could tell she was shoring up her defenses like mad and if he walked out that door without her softening a little, he’d never find a way back in. He reached over, took her hand.
Of course, she tried tugging it away, but he held firm. “Two people, here in the dark. A perfect time for secrets.”
She jerked a shoulder.
“The other day you said, ‘I pretended I was pretend people. I could pretend I was pretend people for days on end.’”
“So?”
Belligerence, thy name is Addison March. He threaded his fingers through hers, and they were as delicate as the rest of her. A perfect match for his pixie in the yellow dress. “I should have asked you why, Addy. I should have asked why you needed so much to pretend.”
Her shoulder jerked again. He rubbed his thumb over hers, soothing her. “Can you explain that, Addy?”
“I told you about my parents. They vacillated between icy disdain for each other and red-hot rage. Unfortunately, they didn’t divorce until I was almost out of high school. So I found ways to comfort myself...and to escape. I read books. I watched TV. I became mad for the movies.”
All of which she could do in the dark, he thought.