heart?
What of humor or courage, loyalty, gentleness, and for heaven's sake, intelligence?
He pushed his hands into his pockets and strode across the busy street between hansoms, drays, a wagon piled with carpets, and a coal cart, and stepped smartly up onto the curb at the far side. Unconsciously, he increased his pace.
Hester had all the latter qualities. And yet when he had become enchanted by a woman in these last years that he could remember-and according to the evidence, before that as well-they had been lovely women with beautiful, vulnerable faces who looked as if they were gentle, pliable, as if they needed him and would lean on his strength: utterly feminine women who complemented his masculinity.
He did not like the picture of himself that that painted.
And yet how many other men were the same? Offered a charming figure that suggested passion concealed but waiting, a pretty face that seemed innocent, agreeable, easily pleased, not too critical or too challenging, and one was immediately attracted, seeing behind all this a perfect companion.
No wonder girls like Zillah Lambert strove to fulfil that ideal. It was their prospect to social acceptability and financial security: a wedding ring; their own household; children; a change from dependence upon parents to dependence upon a husband who, with judicious management, might be persuaded to love her, cater to her, even indulge her.
He reached Rathbone's rooms and the manservant let him in.
Rathbone was standing beside the last of the fire, considering retiring for the night. He looked tired and unhappy. His face lightened momentarily with hope when Monk came in, then he saw his eyes and the light in him vanished.
"I'm sorry," Monk said sincerely. He hated this. He had wanted very much to be able to bring good news, not only for his own vanity but for Rathbone's sake, and if he were truthful, for Melville's also. The man who had created so much original and dynamic beauty of form should not be brought down by something so terribly unnecessary.
"Nothing?" Rathbone asked.
"She may have had what amounted to an affair with Lord Tainbridge's son, but there's no proof, only speculation. You could try threatening to suggest it in public, but I doubt you'd do anything but alienate the jury, and Sacheverall ought to know that."
Rathbone stood by the fire, staring into the flames. "I don't think there's any point. Melville is ruined. You haven't read the newspapers, have you?" This was more a statement than a question.
"No. Why?" Monk's heart sank. He did not know why it should matter so much, but it left him suddenly quite cold. "Why?" he repeated, moving closer to the fire himself.
Without looking up at him, Rathbone told him about Isaac Wolff and Sacheverall's evidence regarding him.
Monk heard him out in silence. He should not have been surprised. In fact, he should have found it himself. He should have looked harder at Melville. If he had found it, then he could have warned Rathbone so he would have made Melville withdraw.
"I'm sorry," he apologized. "I was looking for women. I never thought of that. I should have."
Rathbone shrugged. "So should I." He looked around and smiled. "We didn't do very well, did we?"
They stood together watching the fire die for several moments, until the manservant came to the door again. He opened it and stood in the entrance, his face white, his eyes wide and dark.
"Sir Oliver." His voice shook a little. "I am afraid, sir, you have just received a message... sir..."
"Yes?"
Monk clenched his fists and felt his body chill.
"I'm sorry, sir," the manservant went on, now in little more than a whisper. "But Mr. Melville has been found dead."
Rathbone stared at him.
"I'm sorry, Sir Oliver. I am afraid there is no doubt."
Rathbone closed his eyes and looked for a moment as if he were about to faint.
Monk took a step towards him.
Rathbone put his hands up and waved him back. He rubbed his eyes. "Thank you for telling me. That will be all."
"Yes sir." The man withdrew discreetly.
Rathbone turned to Monk, his face devoid of any shred of color, his eyes hollow with grief and guilt.
Chapter 8
Rathbone entered court on Monday exhausted from one of the most deeply miserable nights he could remember. He and Monk had gone immediately to Melville's lodgings, where Isaac Wolff, gray-faced, had met them at the door. There had been nothing anyone could do to help. He had called a doctor, who had assumed death to have been caused by some form of