cheer for yourselves. It’s time for you to decide what you want and allow your heart to accept that you can have the man of your dreams.”
“What did they put in that drink?” I ask. “You know as well as I do he’s going to regret this.”
“What is this exactly?” She smirks. “I still don’t know why you needed clothes or how that dress of yours got ruined.”
My face heats, and it’s not from the hot sun beating down on us. “Things got… interesting.”
“Interesting as in you finally slept together?” It’s not a question she needs the answer to. I’m sure my flaming blush of embarrassment is answer enough. “It’s been five long years of foreplay that we’ve all been sitting front and center for. I’m kind of disappointed I didn’t get to see the grand finale.”
“Tess!” I scold, and she throws her head back in laughter.
“You’re not denying it.” She points a long, manicured finger at me and takes another sip of her fruity alcohol.
“He ripped it off me,” I confess.
“Seriously?” she asks.
“Yep.”
“That’s fucking hot, Reese. It’s all that pent-up sexual tension the two of you have been passing back and forth over the years.”
“He just didn’t want it to be Hunter.”
“You’re right, and you’re wrong,” she tells me. “He doesn’t want you with Hunter because he loves you.”
“You don’t know that.”
“Actually, I do know that.”
“How?” I’m sure it’s just her suspicion, but maybe, just maybe whatever she has to say will help me work all this out in my head.
“He told me.”
“What do you mean, he told you?”
“The day of the rehearsal. Nix and I found him sitting in the parking lot waging a war with himself on whether or not he could go inside. Nix called him out on his feelings for you, and he told us he loved you.”
“Because of the wedding. You know as well as I do that Cooper has always been protective when it comes to me, to a fault. Like my father, he thinks that no man will ever be good enough for me.”
“Yeah, but your dad was willing to give you away. Cooper, on the other hand, was not.”
“He didn’t protest. He had the chance. He was there in the back row and didn’t say a peep when the preacher asked if anyone objected.”
“What would you have done if he did that, Reese? How would you have acted?”
“I don’t know.”
“Did you want him to stand up and declare his love for you?” Her voice is soft.
“Is that so bad? He comes to me and says he loves me… not just that he loves me, but he’s in love with me. It’s done behind closed doors. That night in his room at the house, that was behind closed doors, even though he pushed me away. Last night was again behind closed doors. He says he wants me, yet it’s all words, Tessa. I want to believe him. My heart is screaming at me to believe him. My head, well, that’s another story.” I pause and finish off my drink. “My head tells me the facts. That I’ve loved him for years, and when I offered him more, he refused. Now, all of a sudden, when I’m set to be married and live happily ever after, he wants me. Tell me that doesn’t sound like he just wants something he can’t have?”
We’re both quiet as we stare out at the ocean. I want to believe he loves me. I want to believe we can ride off into the sunset, but I know that if I let myself think that way, if I let my heart wrap around his, that when he decides to push me away again, I will never survive it. I know this. I know my heart can’t take thinking he’s mine and losing him all over again.
“I hear what you’re saying and agree with you. Although, I know it’s different this time. I see it in him, in both of you. It’s easy for me to say this as an outsider looking in.”
“I don’t know where to go from here, Tess. I’m at a loss with how to move forward. My heart and my head are at battle, and I don’t know what to do.” My voice cracks as the emotions I’ve been trying to hide shine through.
“It’s simple,” she says, finishing off her own drink.
“Oh, yeah? Care to enlighten me?”
“You make him work for it.”
“What?”
“You heard me. Make him work for it. You’re worried he’s going to change his