could he look so strong, so powerful, and so worried at the same time?
“You’re driving me insane,” she declared. Shock filled his blue eyes, causing her heart to thump harder despite her irritation.
“I’m trying to help. There’s a lot on the line right now.”
“Okay, but—” she tempered her response, realizing Jonas was nervous. For that matter, she was nervous too. This was obviously a big deal for him—his son, mingling with his family. But he had to let go and trust her if it was going to work—both the photography gig and any kind of relationship between them. It didn’t necessarily have to be romantic, but he seemed like he wanted to get to know his son. But she wasn’t backing down.
He had to let her do her job. “I hate being micromanaged. And you’re micromanaging. I’ve got this, Jonas. Everybody in there is having a fun time, but you’re too focused on where Scott is in the room to enjoy yourself. It’s coming across in every picture with you in it.”
Jonas let out a short breath, then ran his hands over his face. For a split second, it looked as though he was going to argue, but then the look vanished “I’m sorry. I know—I was over the top in there.”
She let out a burst of laughter, her own tension untwisting. “Yeah, you totally were. Is it just their reaction you’re afraid of?”
“I’m not afraid of it.” His eyes focused on a point far away, then came back to hers. “Not exactly. I just wasn’t planning to tell them the news while we’re taking photos. If they’re not happy about it, then do you really want to be snapping pictures of that?”
“Yeesh.” She grimaced. Fine. He did have half of a point. Rachel didn’t necessarily want to be the one capturing the moment when he told his family that he’d had a child he didn’t know about, that the child was hers, and that the child was in the room. There had to be a better way.
“I missed you,” Jonas’s admission startled her.
“What?” she asked, sure she’d heard him wrong.
“I missed you after you were gone. It’s just…my job. But then, you were totally unexpected. It was confusing at best, and in the end, I did nothing.”
Heat sprinted up to her cheeks. Red wasn’t her best look. “I was only here for a couple of nights.” One night with you.
It was one of Rachel’s deep, secret fears—that he would never be interested in her, not that way, because they’d only spent a few hours together in the grand scheme of things. She’d been trying not to have feelings for him, trying not to think about him. Surely, a man like Jonas Elkin would never give a one-night stand a second thought. But his words said differently.
“I remembered you for a lot longer than that.” His voice was low, genuine. He leaned toward her a little and put his hands in his pockets. She’d like to think it was to restrain himself from touching her. Not because she didn’t want him to, because she did. More from the standpoint of a man trying to resist the attraction—to do the right thing. “I’ve been fixated on things at the resort. I’m used to being in control, and with you, I seem to be out of control.”
Rachel was used to being in control, too, but hearing it come from Jonas’s mouth made it seem unbearably sexy. Three years later, and she’d make the same choice and give him control behind closed doors. Let him take her to the stars once again. Just not now. Not when there were people watching, and she had a job to do. She shoved down her desire and her irritation, which had become confusingly close to one another, placing her hands on the camera to help ground her.
“Okay. Here’s the plan.” Take me back to your apartment. “If you want to be helpful, and you want to keep Scott a little farther from your family while I do the portraits of your grandmother and some of the others, then you can take him somewhere else and watch him.”
One blink, then two. “Really?”
“Yes. Let him explore while I work, and then I can get your portrait when we’re done or another day. I’m sure we can get a similar light if you want them to match. How does that sound?”
“Candid portraits,” Jonas reminded her, eyes searching hers. It was like he wanted an excuse to keep talking to