blink. That tightness in my chest returns. I lower my chin, hide my face once again in my mug.
Kirsten draws in a breath, "Back to your studies, with you."
"Whatever." She returns to her room, Max at her heels.
"Can I do my homework too?" Phoenix beams up at her Mom.
"Go on then." Kirsten pulls Phe close, kisses her on the cheek. Phoenix turns to leave, then turns and runs to me. I place my mug back on the table, just in time, for she throws her arms around me.
"Oh," I hug the little girl back, "thanks, baby."
She kisses me on the cheek, then turns and races away.
"Kids," Kirsten sinks back in the arm chair, "they can sense when you’re unhappy, you know?"
I nod. "They are both beautiful; congratulations."
"Thanks." She beams. "Their father’s the disciplinarian; I spoil them I’m afraid."
"When will he be back?"
"Patrick?" Her face takes on a dreamy look, "Tomorrow, or tonight, if he can. He’s on a business trip with our oldest brother."
"Really?"
She frowns, "I take it, Weston didn’t mention that they work together?"
I shake my head.
"My father started a media company, that Liam now heads up."
"That’s your oldest sibling?"
She nods, "Patrick works with him. Weston… Well, after the incident, he changed. He needed to do something more meaningful with his life."
"Is that why he became a heart surgeon?” I ask, "Or was that to protect his own heart?"
She stares at me.
I flush. "Umm, sorry, didn't mean for it to come out that way, it's just..."
She waves her hand, "No offense taken. I was surprised, is all. I never thought about it like that, but you may be onto something.” She pauses, as if to commiserate with me. “I know how obnoxious my brother can be."
"That's putting it mildly." I mutter.
"I assume he's told you about the incident?" she asks.
"Some." I reply, my tone cautious. "He mentioned he and six of his friends were kidnapped and held captive for nearly a month when he was twelve, and during that time, each of them was exposed to some horrific punishment meted out to each of them by the kidnappers. It’s why he has a trigger when it comes to clocks and time-keeping devices," I swallow, "I guess."
She nods. "After the cops rescued Weston and the other boys from the kidnappers," she leans forward, "he felt like he had been given a new lease on life. He wanted to make sure he made the most of the opportunity. It's one of the reasons he wanted to become a surgeon." She crinkles her forehead, "Then our father died of an heart attack and that strengthened his resolve."
So, I'd been right about the second part, at least. I meet her gaze, "He seems to think it's because it gives him control over life and death."
"Do you believe him?" she scoffs.
"I am not sure what to make of him," I say honestly.
She looks me up and down, "So you guys had a fight this morning?"
"More than that." I heave out a sigh.
To her credit, she hadn’t been taken aback when she'd found me standing by the doorway to her suite. She hadn't asked me any questions either. She’d loaned me her clothes, then handed me the cup of hot chocolate. Hell, she hadn’t even been surprised that I’d asked her for cocoa, instead of tea… And that, puts her right at the top of my list.
"What happened between you two?" she asks.
"I…" I glance away, "I think we broke up."
"Fights are normal. They’re healthy in a relationship—"
"This is more than that." I jump up and begin to pace. "He told me to leave."
"The room?" her tone sharpens.
"His suite, his life… He told me it was over."
"He told you so, in no uncertain terms?"
Had he? I turn to her. "Yes," I reply.
"I don’t believe it," she scowls. "I saw the way he looks at you—"
"How?" I fold my arms around my waist. "How does he look at me?"
"Like he wants to eat you up?"
"Yeah." My cheeks heat. "I mean, we don’t have any issues in that, uh, department."
"The kind of chemistry between you two? It could boil water at fifty paces."
I laugh, "I thought I was the only one who made cooking analogies."
"I’ve been spending too much at home with the kids, ensuring dinner’s on the table when my husband arrives from work every evening."
"Do you regret it?"
"Not for a second." She leans back in her chair, reaches for her mug of tea. "I had a corporate career as a lawyer. I enjoyed it, but