and causing a major scheduling problem.
I must also note that Toad is in the college division, and that his work so far this year is far below college acceptance levels. It is also below the level of academic ability assumed by the SA T tests.
Please be assured that I am ready to work out a mutually convenient time for us to meet. In a case such as this, earlier is usually better.
Sincerely yours, Edward French
"Who is this Edward French?" Dussander asked, slipping the note back inside the card (part of him still marvelled at the American love of jargon; such a rolling missive to inform the parents that their son was flunking out!) and then refolding his hands. His premonition of disaster was stronger than ever, but he refused to give in to it. A year before, he would have done; a year ago he had been ready for disaster. Now he was not, but it seemed that the cursed boy had brought it to him anyway. "Is he your headmaster?"
"Rubber Ed? Hell, no. He's the guidance counsellor."
"Guidance counsellor? What is that?"
"You can figure it out," Todd said. He was nearly hysterical. "You read the goddam note!" He walked rapidly around the room, shooting sharp, quick glances at Dussander. "Well, I'm not going to let any of this shit go down. I'm just not. I'm not going to any summer school. My dad and mom are going to Hawaii this summer and I'm going with them." He pointed at the card on the table. "do you know what my dad will do if he sees that?"
Dussander shook his head.
"He'll get everything out of me. Everything. He'll know it was you. It couldn't be anything else, because nothing else has changed. He'll poke and pry and hell get it all out of me. And then . . . then I'll . . . I'll be in Dutch."
He stared at Dussander resentfully.
"They'll watch me. Hell, they might make me see a doctor, I don't know. How should I know? But I'm not getting in Dutch. And I'm not going to any fucking summer school."
"Or to the reformatory," Dussander said. He said it very quietly.
Todd stopped circling the room. His face became very still. His cheeks and forehead, already pale, became even whiter. He stared at Dussander, and had to try twice before he could speak. "What? What did you just say?"
"My dear boy," Dussander said, assuming an air of great patience, "for the last five minutes I have listened to you pule and whine, and what all your puling and whining comes down to is this. You are in trouble. You might be found out. You might find yourself in adverse circumstances." Seeing that he had the boy's complete attention - at last - Dussander sipped reflectively from his cup.
"My boy," he went on, "that is a very dangerous attitude for you to have. And dangerous for me. The potential harm is much greater for me. You worry about your school-card. Pah! This for your school-card."
He flicked it off the table and onto the floor with one yellow finger.
"I am worried about my life!"
Todd did not reply; he simply went on looking at Dussander with that white-eyed, slightly crazed stare.
The Israelis will not scruple at the fact that I am seventy - six. The death penalty is still very much in favour over there, you know, especially when the man in the dock is a Nazi war criminal associated with the camps."
"You're a US citizen," Todd said. "America wouldn't let them take you. I read up on that. I - "
"You read, but you don't listen! I am not a US citizen! My papers came from la cosa nostra. I would be deported, and Mossad agents would be waiting for me wherever I deplaned."
"I wish they would hang you! Todd muttered, curling his hands into his fists and staring down at them. "I was crazy to get mixed up with you in the first place."
"No doubt," Dussander said, and smiled thinly. "But you are mixed up with me. We must live in the present, boy, not in the past of "I-should-have-nevers". You must realize that your fate and my own are now inextricably entwined. If you "blow the horn on me", as your saying goes, do you think I will hesitate to blow the horn on you? Seven hundred thousand died at Patin. To the world at large I am a criminal, a monster, even the butcher your scandal-rags would have me.