distance carries to my ears, and pure panic makes me struggle around in the water. I want to shift back, but I know it’s not a good idea. My wolf is stronger than I am. She goes back underwater with the current, and we try swimming tougher when we come back up, but it doesn’t get us anywhere. I glance around as quickly as possible, looking for anything to help us get out of this damn river. That’s when I see it, a big rock ledge on the left side, next to the edge of the waterfall cliff. If I could just land on to that, I can climb out and be on the right side for the city.
I swim as hard as I can towards it, pushing my wolf to her limits, begging our body not to give our tiredness.
We really need to work on our cardio and swimming skills if we survive this.
We just about slam our body into it, my lungs gasping from the impact, and I nearly drop the backpack out of my mouth. Pulling myself up onto the ledge, I reel my weak legs across to the side of the rocky pathway and finding a hidden space between a few roots of a stray tree that will hide me for a bit.
Fucking hell, I think to myself, letting out a small, frustrated whine.
I shift back, needing to be human for a moment, and take a deep breath before breaking down in sobs as the pain of everything that has happened catches up with me. Wrapping my arms around my knees, I don’t know how long I cry for. Knowing that my mum’s gone, knowing my dad is most likely gone, too, and I’m the alpha’s intended mate.
And he rejected me.
Being rejected by someone who you’re meant to mate with is unheard of in the pack world. At least I’ve never heard of it. But then it’s also unheard of for the Stormfire alpha to take a mate. I know he has one son whose mother he murdered, but she was never his mate. Just his breeder.
How he ever thought I could be his mate is insane to think about. I’m no alpha female and I never want to take a mate. I don’t want to love someone because magic forces me to. Too many times I saw my mum resist her mating bond because her mate was an asshole.
Sorry, Dad, but you were one. RIP. Hopefully.
I grit my teeth, and my wolf lets out a growl that echoes in my chest when I think of Rizor calling me weak. I am not weak. Taking a deep breath, I try to control my emotions, try to push down my urge to shift back. To run and run until we get out of this world, to somewhere safe from him. But I know we need to be smarter than that right now. I don’t have anywhere to go back to. The alpha of Caeli won’t fight the Stormfire pack for me, which he would have to do if he protected me. Rizor will never stop until he kills me…even I don’t understand what he wants with my death. I can’t go straight to my brother because that’s exactly where he’d think I’d go. Watching my brother is going to be his first move, no doubt. I search my brain for an answer for a long time before I come up with the perfect (ish) idea.
I look up at the falling embers that drift down around me, matching the same colour as my hair. I think of my brother’s best friend who lives here in Stormfire. The boy who always smelt of burning leaves and bad decisions.
Caspian Hardling.
I met him a few times as a young teenager and I fixated on him because he was Stormfire, new, interesting, and most importantly, gorgeous. His parents let him spend two years training in Caeli Academy as part of a student exchange programme to help with peace between the four packs. Caspian is a good guy, and I can trust him. My brother said he trusted Caspian with his life, and I really have no one else to turn to here. I doubt Caspian is even going to remember me; I haven’t seen him since I was thirteen and blurted out I had a big crush on his handsome eighteen-year-old ass.
I was a dork who had just discovered wine. A bad combo.
I have to ask him to hide me until I