in a country that is known for its darkness, a city where the sun won’t shine for six months. I’ll be there with you every step of the way. But the choice, as always, is yours.”
“What if I say no? Will you still want me? Will you break up with me?” Is this an all or nothing decision?
“Of course I will stay with you, Butterfly, don’t you understand? I want to be with you, more than anything I have ever wanted, more than any woman I have ever loved. This is yours, regardless.” He holds up the collar. “I will love you whether it is for the rest of your life or the rest of our lives, eternally.”
The choice is mine to make. I think about my life, my job, my friends, and my family. The before time in my life, before Bentley came along, and what it will be like if there is an after Bentley. A cold chill goes down my spine. I don’t want a single moment without him.
“Ask me,” I say.
He knows what I am saying with these two little words, and he does not disappoint.
“Keri will you wear my collar? Will you by my submissive from this day forward until the end of our lives together? Will you allow me to possess you, body and soul, and turn you from human to vampire? If you say yes, I will consume you. There is not an inch of you I will leave untouched, no flesh of yours will go untasted, unmarked by me. I will love you, I will take care of you, and I will be loyal only to you. I will extract pleasure from your body in ways you didn’t know were possible, and I will bring it pain when you need to be corrected. I will never leave you or betray you. I promise all of these things.”
“I want you to consume me. I want you to love me, and I will love you until the day of our deaths. I want to be ravished by you until I am a puddle of trembling flesh at your feet. I want to wear your mark so that everyone knows who I belong to. I desire to be turned by you, in that I will never spend another day in this life without you by my side. You complete me. I will honor you, learn from you, and be loyal to you. Please, Sir. I accept your collar, and your bite.”
As he clasps the collar around my neck, he bends forward, and his lips kiss my throat gently. I feel the prick of his teeth as they pierce my skin. Molten lava flows through my veins, pumping fast and furious. I feel like I am going to faint. He suckles, like a babe at his mother’s tit. My clit begins to throb, the building in my body is intense. His hand goes to my throat, holding it steady, pushing it into his canines, and he takes a deeper bite. The orgasm washes over me and I scream from the pleasure. My legs tremble, they won’t hold me much longer.
I just had the best orgasm of my life, and all he did was bite me.
Epilogue
Dear Diary,
Giving up writing for a year is going to be too hard, so I have decided to keep a diary so that I don’t have to. We won’t be back in Tucson in time for this year’s All Hallows’ Eve events. I am sad about that, but in a way, it is bittersweet. This year, I will be in the process of turning into a vampire. Yes, you read that correctly, a vampire. Yes, they exist. I know. Shocked me, too. I am about to spend six months without sunlight… have I gone insane? Probably.
These past nine months have been challenging. I sold my house and tendered my resignation at work. Bentley and I got married, he did that for me, a custom that made me feel a bit more normal. My family and friends think we are going on an extended honeymoon. If only they knew. You know, some people worry about marriage changing a person. In my case, the change is going to be eternal. I am literally changing species.
After our wedding, the shit hit the fan in Arizona, and Bentley ended up having to make several trips back there to help Erik with a crazy monster. This dude is something out of a horror movie. But, don’t worry,