When Darkness Ends (Moments in Boston #3) - Marni Mann Page 0,72

at my desk the next morning, gripping a large coffee, a headache throbbing from inside my skull.

When I’d woken up, the room spinning, the floor unstable beneath my feet, I’d thought about calling in. But I had known what would happen if I stayed home, and the booze and dwelling weren’t going to help me move forward. The best thing for my brain, what I knew how to do better than anyone, was bury myself in work.

“I’m not going to lie; I feel like shit.” I held the coffee to my lips, wincing as I swallowed.

“Not surprised. I can smell the whiskey all the way over here.” He rested his arm on his desk, chin leaning against his palm. He was quiet, stuck in his thoughts until, “I can’t get last night out of my head. Every time I close my eyes, I see those bastards’ faces.” He brushed his hand over his forehead. “What they did to Dylan, our city, every person involved—it makes me fucking crazy the more I think about it.”

The anger inside me was certainly unhealthy.

The ache in my chest, creating an even bigger hole, would never heal.

But there was something else about last night that was bothering me.

Something that had trickled into my mind after I got home from Watertown and was drinking in bed.

“You’re not alone, buddy.” I gripped my temples to ease the ache on each side. “There’s this feeling inside me that I can’t shake.”

“Of course you can’t. You just lost your best friend.”

I took a drink of the coffee and set it down. “Not about that. About one of the houses we infiltrated last night.”

“In Watertown?”

I nodded. “The guy …” I tried to think of the right description. “I don’t know. There was just something off about his place, and I was too fucked up over Dylan to really take it all in the way I should have.”

“What’s your gut telling you?”

I looked around my desk, at the piles of folders, the stapler, some random paper clips—anything that would trigger that nagging feeling I’d had when I got back to my condo. “I can’t put my finger on it, but it’s not going away.”

“Lay it all out. Maybe I can help.”

I chugged a few more mouthfuls of coffee, forcing the fog out of my mind so I could unfold each of the minutes we had been inside his home. “There was nothing striking about the house,” I started. “Typical colonial style, sparsely decorated. He graduated from Wentworth with an engineering degree hanging in his office and now owns an accounting firm. He was watching a show on crafting when we came in.”

“Crafting?” His brows rose.

“You know, stitching or whatever that shit is that older women like to do.”

“Interesting.” He shifted in his seat. “Keep going.”

“When we aborted and we were on our way out, one of the agents who had gone upstairs told me the dude was into some kinky shit and it was taking them forever to look through it all.”

He shrugged. “People have strange interests. That doesn’t alarm me.”

“Me neither. We’ve seen our fair share of it in the homes we’ve been in over the years, but, man …” I put my mind back there—to the feeling I’d had when everything inside was so fucking perfect. “Not a single thing was out of place. Not just tidy. I mean, no clutter, not even a wrongly tilted piece of art.”

“Canvases or sculptures?”

I crossed my legs, my foot beating in the air, like his had drummed on the floor. “Canvases, and they were bizarre and moody. Abstract. Almost cartoonish, but I could see the shape of a woman’s body in the swirls of one.”

“What other details did you pick up?”

“Just the photos in his living room. There were some by the TV and a few more by his couch.” I recalled their black frames, how there hadn’t even been a speck of dust on the glass that covered them. “They were of the same girl—a blonde, roughly twenty years old or so.”

“Anything particular about the photographs?”

I continued to remember them—the poses she was in, the smile that looked forced on her face. “I don’t know …”

“What else you got?”

I reviewed it all again in my head, wondering if the loss of Dylan was what had caused me to feel that way and I was making something out of nothing. “That’s it.”

“Keep thinking. It’ll come to you.” He linked his hands, resting them on the back of his neck. “Do you want