of unification."
"Are you?" Perhaps it was an intrusive question, but she asked it before thinking. It seemed to spring naturally from the statement.
Dagmar hesitated several moments before replying, her hands motionless on the linen, her brow furrowed.
"I don't know," she said finally. "I've thought about it. One has to be reasonable about these things. To begin with, I was utterly against it. I wanted to keep my identity." She bit her lip, as if laughing at her own foolishness, looking directly at Hester. "I know that may seem silly to you, since you are British and at the heart of the largest empire in the world, but it mattered to me."
"It's not foolish at all," Hester said sincerely. "Knowing who you are is part of happiness." Unexpectedly, a sharp thought of Monk came to her mind, because he had been injured three years before in an accident and had lost every shred of his memory. Even his own face in the glass woke no familiarity in him at all. She had watched him struggle with remnants of his past as they flashed to his mind, or some event forced upon him evidence of who and what he had been. Not all of it was pleasant or easy to accept. Even now it was only fragments, pieces here and there. The vast bulk of it was closed within recesses of his mind he could not reach. He felt too vulnerable to ask questions of those few who knew anything. Too many of them were enemies, rivals, or simply people he had worked with and ignored. 'To know your own roots is a great gift," she said aloud. 'To tear them up, willingly, is an injury one might not survive."
"It is also an injury to refuse to acknowledge change," Dagmar answered thoughtfully. "And to hold out against unification, if the other states seem to want it, could leave us very isolated. Or far worse than that, it could provoke war. We could be swallowed whether we want it or not."
"Could you?" Hester took the slip from Dagmar and placed it in a separate pile.
"Oh, yes." The Baroness picked up the last sheet. "And far better to be allied as part of a larger Germany in general than to be taken over in war as a subject province of Prussia. If you know anything of Prussian politics, you'd think the same, believe me. The King of Prussia isn't bad at heart, but even he can't keep the army under control - or the bureaucrats or the landowners. That is a lot of what the revolutions of '48 were all about, a sort of middle class trying to obtain some rights, some freedom for the press and literature, and a wider franchise."
"In Prussia or in your country?"
"Everywhere, really." Dagmar shrugged. "There were revolutions in just about every part of Europe that year. Only France seemed to have succeeded in winning anything. Certainly Prussia didn't."
"And you think that if you try to remain independent there could be war?" Hester was horrified. She had seen too much of the reality of war, the broken bodies on the battlefield, the physical agony, the maiming and the death. For her, war was not a political idea but an endless unfolding and living of pain, exhaustion, fear, hunger, and heat in the summer and cold even to death in the winter. No sane person would enter into it unless occupation and slavery were the only alternatives.
"There might." Dagmar's voice came from far away, although she was standing only a yard from Hester in the corridor with the sunlit landing beyond. But Hester's mind had been in the rat-infested, disease-ridden hospital in Scutari, and in the carnage of Balaclava and Sebastopol. "There are many people who make money from war," Dagmar went on somberly, the sheet forgotten. "They see it primarily as an opportunity to profit from the sale of guns and munitions, horses, rations, uniforms, all kinds of things."
Unconsciously, Hester winced. To wish such a horror upon any people in order to make money from it seemed like the ultimate wickedness.
Dagmar's fingers examined the hem of the sheet absent-mindedly, tracing the embroidered flowers and monogram.
"Please God it won't come to that. Friedrich was for independence, even if he had to fight for it, but I don't know who else is who could lead us. Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore. Friedrich is dead, and he wouldn't have returned without Gisela. And it seems as if the Queen would not have