head spun with thoughts of plunging my dick inside her sweet cunt.
Drawing closer to her, I stroked my cock. A crippling need to have her unfurled within me. She was so beautiful. So enticing.
Grabbing her hips, I pulled her to the edge of the seat. Tremors wracked my arms as I aligned myself to her opening. God, I never wanted someone so desperately, like I might die if I didn’t take her right then.
She bucked, and the crown of my dick slipped inside her velvety heat. A chaotic bliss consumed every inch of me. This. With her. I was right where I was meant to be. Her body arched as she moaned. When her eyes opened and that blackened stare met mine, my heart sank.
No. The moment was wrong, no matter how right it felt to be with her.
Withdrawing from her, she thrust her hips toward me. I froze and licked my lips as I looked down at her glistening pussy. Stop. Focus, Shepherd. Her whining made me rub my cock between her slick folds. Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath. Her desires were mine. I sensed her needs, twisting inside me, begging me to act. I’d do anything for her, but not that way.
Fuck! It took every ounce of control I had to listen to my heart. Every part of me screamed, “Take her until she remembered who she belonged to.”
The woman was mine. To my soul, she was everything. The reason for my very existence. The reason I wasn’t meant to die that day so long ago. When I thought my life was over, Mystery Woman appeared and filled me with nothing but her. My soulmate. She was the light in the Hell I’d been searching for.
Dirk’s words rang through my head. “While there is a connection on your side, it isn’t always instant or guaranteed from your partner.”
I would show her that although I was a soul reaper, I was capable of loving her. That I could control myself and not hurt my nameless princess. I hadn’t had a reason to be happy in a long time since not many liked my kind. I feared her rejection, but I also knew it wouldn’t stop me from pursuing her. Besides, she was the one that came to me. I’d use that to my advantage.
One thing for certain, I had a deep desire to take care of her. The longer I let her writhe and cry out, my soul pushed and pulled at my insides and tried to burst through my skin. Her hands found my hips, nails digging deep. I hissed and tried to think of what I could do that wouldn’t hurt her pride when she came out of the weird trance. The last thing I wanted to do was cause a bigger rift between us. I created enough problems when I accidentally fed on her soul.
She tried nudging her pussy onto my cock again, and I pulled away. “Don’t,” I said gruffly. Leaning forward, I slid my hand to the back of her head and pulled her closer. “You don’t want this.” I gestured to my cock. “Not really.” The princess I remembered from the dream pulled away even though I could taste her desire in the air. “I could fuck you now before you come to your senses, but in the process, I’d lose you forever.” That I couldn’t allow. Whatever was happening between us, I wanted it to last forever.
She blinked and gave me a glimpse of her brilliant azure eyes. But just as quickly, those blues were gone, and she tried reaching for my dick again. With an exhale, I shut my eyes, needing to block her out for a moment, to get a grip on myself. This was going to kill me. Despite my resolve and my body shaking with desire for her, acid filled my stomach at the thought of denying her. It was like it hurt my soul to refuse her, even knowing it was for the best.
I didn’t look at her again until I closed her legs. Not that that would help when I smelled her candy rum arousal all over me and my truck. “Scoot, Princess.” Nudging her slightly, I climbed in beside her and shut the door. Rubbing my face, my skin tingled when I felt her getting nearer. I scooted the seat back and let her climb into my lap. “No, don’t,” I whispered, but it lacked conviction because I let her grind against