type, could cut up my type and make me feel right, we—” Never mind. That sucked. And when did I start making up songs in my head?
I had to put the whammy on the poor guy who had been paid by the county to cut me open and weigh my internal organs. Don’t judge: I normally tried to feed only on the jerky, or my husband. But these were dire times. I had to get back to St. Paul. I had to find Laura. I had to find some underpants.
I didn’t know where my old clothes were, and didn’t care. They were probably all bloody and ruined, anyway, bagged and tagged and sitting in another cold room. It’s not like I’d been carrying ID; anything that identified me was still in St. Paul. Anyway, who’d connect an unsatisfied dead morgue customer in Chicago to weird goings-on in St. Paul?
That said, I wasn’t going to be naked for another minute. I was able to scrounge, with the help of my newest fan, the dazed and bitten Dr. Graham, clean scrub pants in poop brown, a “Stereotypes Are a Real Time-saver” T-shirt a size too small, but not in a sexy way, and bare feet.
Bare feet! In November! No problem; it was either that or paper slippers. Or Dr. Graham’s shower slippers, little rubber boats of fungus. I nearly screamed when he tried to hand them to me. We were both having a shitty day.
“I’d say something like ‘this is hell,’” I told the goofily smiling Dr. Graham, “except I’ve been to hell and this is worse.” At my gesture, he handed over his cell phone. “Thanks. Uh, some privacy, please?”
Graham wandered off, holding his neck. I stabbed a phone number that was practically tattooed on my heart, the private cell number of my beloved . . .
“Elizabeth? Hello?”
. . . a number only two people on the entire planet knew, we each had the other’s soul and we each had the other’s private cell number . . .
“Elizabeth? Are you hurt?”
. . . because that’s how special I was to him. That’s how special his cell number was to me. Also his Bergdorf discount. It was comforting to know that in a world gone wild, and a hell gone worse—
“Elizabeth!”
“Ow, don’t scream. Shrill is not a good sound for you.”
“Ohthankwhoeveryou’reallright,” he gasped. It was kind of funny . . . Sinclair wanted to thank God, except if he said the actual word, he’d probably get blisters in his mouth.
“That’s okay,” I said. “I’ll thank Him for you. I pray for you every night anyway. Well, almost every night. Okay, every week. What is this, a witch hunt? Once a month for sure.”
“WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?”
“Oh, you can just take that tone and jam it right up into your teal blue silk boxers from ManSilks, pal! You have no idea of the hell I’ve been through. Literally. It’s wrong that I know that. No one should know that!”
“I am going to lock you in a room and fuck you for hours,” the king of the vampires growled, “and then I will kill you. Where are you?”
That sounded pretty good. The first part.
“Elizabeth!”
“I’m in a Roadrunner cartoon, Sinclair. And I’m the coyote.” The events of the last few hours/centuries got on top of me at that moment and I burst into tears. “Come get me, Sinclair, okay? Sinclair? Okay?” I was crying harder and couldn’t hear him, but could hear how pathetic I sounded, so I hung up.
I slid down the wall; Dr. Graham had kindly escorted me to a different part of the basement and I had privacy for my meltdown. So I sobbed and stretched out my legs and kicked my bare feet and slapped the wall and wiped my eyes with the cell—I couldn’t make tears, but old habits, you know?—and it beeped in my hand.
“Who is it?” I wept. “Dr. Graham isn’t here. And I shouldn’t be.”
“My own, my queen, you forgot to tell me where you are.”
I cried harder. “Sorry. I’m having a terrible night.”
“Don’t cry, Elizabeth, it tears my heart.”
“And I don’t have any shoes!”
“And yet you must find the strength to go on,” the king of the vampires soothed.
“Are you making fun of me?”
“Never. And I would instantly destroy the soulless cur who would dare.”
“Yeah, that would be good. Destroying soulless curs.” I perked up a little. “Okay. I love you.”
“I love you to, my own, but—”
“Here comes Dr. Graham. I better—”
“Elizabeth!”
“Don’t yell, I’m having