was about. I think maybe I was vulnerable.”
“Vulnerable?” She hadn’t seemed vulnerable. She’d seemed almost luminous to him. She’d seemed happy and vibrant and bright.
“I was at an anniversary party with the family I could have had, and it reminded me that by this time in her life my mom had been married ten years and had three kids.” Every word that came out of her mouth sounded sensible. It made him wonder how long she’d been thinking about this. Had she sat there on the plane and justified a reason to have him that she could handle?
He did not miss the fact that she’d talked about the family she could have had and not the man. He knew for a fact Michael Malone had been there that night, and yet she didn’t mention him.
“So you think you met me and I felt safe,” he posited.
She seemed to consider that for a moment. “I don’t know that safe is the word I would use. You were easy to talk to, and it felt like somehow we fit together in a way I hadn’t with anyone in a long time.”
“I’ve never felt that instant connection before.” He wasn’t going to play mind games with her.
Her lips firmed, and he realized she didn’t want this part of the conversation. She wanted him to jump on her and probably prove that the sex wouldn’t be as good as she thought it would be and then she could go on her merry way and put him in the box with all the other men who hadn’t quite fit. The sneaky brat was trying to get her taste and get out.
Maybe they would play a few games together.
“Look, that night was special, but we have to live in the real world,” Tessa began. “That’s why I didn’t reply to you. The two of us—it’s not something that’s going to work out, but we’re stuck together for a week. So we should go ahead and do it, and then we’ll see that it’s just sex and we’ll be cool with each other.”
Ah, so he’d called that properly. He’d been blown over by the attraction he’d felt for her. He’d thought this was it and how awesome that he hadn’t had to jump through hoops. But there were always hoops. There was always work to be done, and he had the distinct feeling that she would be worth it. Maybe it was time to stop wondering what had gone wrong and try to make things go right. “And if it’s not?”
“Not?”
He moved in, getting closer to her than he’d been all day. She wanted to fuck him out of her system? He leaned over and brought his lips to her ear, letting their bodies brush together. It was time to show her getting him out of her system might not be possible. She’d seen the soft side of him, the brainy side that was cautious about relationships and ensuring that the woman he was with felt safe at all times. He would still make sure she was safe, but he’d let her lead this for far too long. “What if it’s not just sex, baby? What if it’s something more?”
She stepped back but not before he’d heard the breathy gasp she’d emitted the moment he’d touched her. Her face had flushed, and while the air around them was warm, her nipples were perfectly visible against the material of her shirt. The gentleman in him probably shouldn’t have noticed that, but the gentleman in him had also been the one she’d rejected the first time.
Maybe she needed a hint of bad boy in her good man.
“David, I’m not going to start a relationship with you.”
He couldn’t help but grin because she couldn’t even say the words in a firm tone of voice. They’d come out shaky. Like he’d offered her something she wanted but knew she couldn’t have. “I understand. You’ve made yourself clear. You can’t have a relationship with me because of my jet-set lifestyle. I wish you could have seen my town house with its stunning views of the parking lot. When the wind is right, you can smell the fried chicken from the fast-food restaurant down the block. And you should meet my purebred cat. When I say Hamilton’s a purebred I mean he is one hundred percent grump. I didn’t even pay for my cat. He walked in one day and now he won’t leave. Like my brother.”
Her expression softened. “It’s not about money.