know what she wants to tell me. Don’t you want to know?”
“Maybe she doesn’t want to tell you anything. Maybe she wants to shoot you.”
“Then why call? Why not just stalk me? Come on, Mary, she may give up something you can use. Or something Inspector Wei can use. Just let us talk to her. Then you can pick her up.”
“It’s dangerous.”
“Danger’s my middle name.”
“Lydia’s your middle name.” I could feel the friend wanting to protect me and the cop wanting to close her case. I tried to help out the cop.
“Remember, she doesn’t know I’m onto her.”
“How do you know?”
“She didn’t have to make contact. She could have stayed disappeared.”
Mary didn’t answer. I was right and she knew it. “And you don’t know where she is now?”
“If I did, wouldn’t I have told you?” Again, no answer. “Okay, okay, but probably I would have. Anyway, she hung up as soon as the magic words—‘Shanghai Moon’—were out of her mouth. And don’t I get a Good Citizen Award for calling you now?”
“With a gold star. And if you hear from her again before eleven, you’d better go for another one.”
“Yeah, and when you make First Grade based on my inside info, you’d better remember whose inside info it was.”
“And you remember this: if you feel at any time tonight, at any instant, that you’re in danger, you send me a signal.”
“I’ll scratch my head, how’s that? But come on, Bill will be with me.”
“Not the same Bill I called the other day, to suggest he call you? No, it couldn’t be that one, you were mad about that.”
Between Mary’s needling and the grin that popped up on Bill’s face when he heard me use him to reassure her, I felt like the ham in the sandwich.
“And,” Mary said, “of course you’ll be wearing your Kevlar?”
“Yes, Mom. Though if Alice wanted to do me in, I still don’t see why she’d have bothered to call and arrange a meeting.”
“To make sure you were in a dark park in the middle of the night?”
“Oh. Well, besides that.”
Closing the phone, I asked Bill, “Are you hungry?”
He toed out his cigarette. “You’re saying that after watching your cousin and that pizza, you’d ever consider food again?”
“You drank his Coke. From the same can his lips had touched.”
“That was line-of-duty. Trying to impress my boss with my dedication.”
“What, you want a raise?”
“No,” he said. “I just want to keep the job.”
I met his eyes, then turned away, not sure at all how to answer that.
We picked up vegetable dumplings, Mongolian beef, and stir-fried water spinach to take out. The place we went to is a hole-in-the-wall with three tables. Two were empty, so we could have stayed, but I had a strong urge to eat in my office, feet on the desk, takeout containers everywhere.
“Reclaiming your territory,” Bill said, hefting the bag off the counter. “If you were a dog you’d be peeing in the corners.”
“Thank you, Dr. Freud. It’s more like I just don’t want to have to deal with other people.” That’s what I said, and that’s what I thought. So when we opened my office door and everything was just as I’d left it, the relief that washed over me was a surprise. I tore off yesterday’s page from the Far Pagoda Tofu Factory calendar while Bill extracted containers from the bag. “You know what I’m thinking?”
“I never do.”
“That I’d like to pee in the corners. No, seriously. It’s . . .” I tried to frame my thoughts. “I don’t care much about stuff, you know?”
“I know.”
“And this stuff”—I waved my chopsticks around—“it’s strictly Salvation Army. But it’s mine. Whoever the White Eagles let in here didn’t break anything and didn’t steal anything, but I’m furious anyway. Does that make sense?”
“Absolutely.”
I dipped a dumpling in sauce and made quick work of it. “You know what else?”
“What else?”
“Rosalie. Elke. All those people having to leave their stuff behind, or watching the Nazis take it or smash it and they couldn’t do anything. And people’s whole families being killed. People you loved, cousins you didn’t even know you had. It makes me think about what Joel said about Holocaust asset recovery being a religious calling. It’s not about the stuff, is it?”
“No.” Bill sat with his legs extended, just fitting alongside my desk. It was, I realized, his usual spot; years ago I’d moved the desk over to give him more room. “But it generally isn’t about the stuff. Even when it is. Even