Touch And Go - Aiden Bates Page 0,89
my throat and I closed my eyes to savor the sweetness in his touch. “Does that balance the scales a little? Does it balance them enough?”
My pulse thumped in my ears, and I actually felt dizzy from swooning so hard. “Yeah…restores some balance.”
“You’re so tough.” Derek pulled back and looked at me with a burning kind of passion, an intensity I couldn’t fight or hide from, a need. He met my gaze again and his grin turned down as he put a hand to his chest. “I just don’t know how to start something serious with someone, let alone someone I care about so much.”
My heart twitched with hope, and I gazed into his eyes. Maybe… Maybe… I spoke quietly, forcing the words, almost too scared to wish. “But you want to try?”
He took my hands again, then brought each one to his lips for a gentle kiss. “I do. If you do, too?”
I couldn’t hold back anymore. I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him, hard. “Yes. More than anything, ever. I want to.”
His smile lit me up, and he kissed me again, deep and needy, until I pulled away and cupped his cheeks in my hands “There’s something else I need to tell you.”
His eyes went wide and his Adam’s apple bobbed. I paused for dramatic effect then leaned in close to his ear and whispered, “I love you, too.”
He barked a laugh and shoved me onto my back then covered my body with his and kissed me hard.
We didn’t pull apart for long minutes of perfection, but we were stripped to our underwear by the time we got to Derek’s bed. It was made. Every blanket and sheet pulled straight. “I couldn’t sleep here without you.” He panted the words between kisses.
His musky sweat was strong, and I breathed it in greedily. Even the sadness clinging to him was sexy. How dare he still be so hot after two weeks of depression? It was brutally unfair. I bit his bottom lip to scold him and he growled and bit back as we fell against each other.
He wrapped his leg around my hip and pulled me close, so we were pressed tight and warm as we kissed. Something inside me relaxed as soon as my skin touched his. This was exactly where I was supposed to be and the man I was supposed to be with.
Derek smoothed his thick, strong hands over my shoulders and back as we continued making out, and warm tingles raced down my body. I was hard, and my desire bloomed. I wanted more. I rutted against his hip, and he moaned like he was pleased.
His cock pressed into my leg. Long. Thick. Hard. My body reacted like I’d come home to a place I’d never wanted to leave, surging with lust, warming under his touch, and pulling me closer to him. I peeled off his underwear while my hands trembled with need. I took his hard dick gently in my fingers, caressing, adoring, sighing happily when I saw it was as beautiful as I remembered. He pulled me back for a kiss then groaned into my mouth as I cupped his balls.
He wriggled my underwear off before we lay together and laved attention on each other’s cocks with greedy, demanding hands. I jerked him hard and fast until he was moaning, and I reveled at the size of his dick. With it barely contained in my hand, I eased off and massaged lovingly, and he returned it in kind as we kissed. I was obsessed with his mouth, but as he brought me closer to orgasm, I had to pull back to whisper, “I love you.”
He breathed heavy and cupped my cheek as he kissed me again. “I love you.”
Those three words made my arousal even more intense. “Oh, fuck, I love you.”
He moaned and kissed me again. “I need you.”
“Mm. That too.” I was close, but I wanted more of him than just his hands. I wanted all of him to take all of me. I was desperate to feel us move as one. I eased him back and straddled his thighs, sitting up on his lap. “And I want you.”
With one hand still on my cock, he reached with the other for a condom and lube from his bedside table. I smoothed a dollop of lube over my ass to get ready, but Derek just tapped the wrapped condom against his lips like he was thinking about something.
“What is