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into me from behind. “God you’re so fucking tight, so fucking hot Chloe!”
My fingers grabbed the sheets as I threw my hips back, trying to take him deeper. I felt myself building again.
“Are you ready baby? I want to go together,” Drake asked as he continued pumping into me.
“Yes, please don’t stop.”
He reached down between my legs and flicked my clit, sending me over the edge. I screamed out his name as I came and I felt him explode inside me.
Drake collapsed on top of me and stayed there for a minute as we tried to control our breathing. Finally, he pulled out and walked to the bathroom to clean himself up. I rolled to my back as he returned to the room and laid down beside me.
“You’re amazing Chloe.”
I closed my eyes as I curled into him, resting my head on his chest, enjoying his warmth.
He wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head. “You should probably go.”
My body tensed at his words and what we had just done finally sunk in. I pulled away and started throwing my clothes on as quickly as I could. “You’re right, I’m glad we got that out of our systems.”
Drake sat up, the sheet falling down around his waist, “Chloe, that’s not what I….”
“Save it Drake, I know what you meant.” I all but ran from the room and out to my car, tears streaming down my face as I drove away.
I didn’t return to my dorm. Instead I drove around the city, pulling into an empty parking lot as guilt and anguish crippled me. I rested my head against the steering wheel and let loose a torrent of tears. After a few minutes, I managed to pull myself together enough to sit up. I’m not sure how long I sat there watching the passing traffic, hiccupping and shaking. I had really screwed things up this time. Instead of getting Drake out of my system, having sex had only amplified my feelings tenfold. Obviously it hadn’t had the same effect on him, seeing how he tossed me out of his bed the minute we were done. I closed my eyes and let my head fall back onto the seat. Things were ruined between us and I knew it.
It was my fault after all, he had tried to push me away and I had thrown myself at him. I knew from the beginning the only thing I would get from Drake was a broken heart and I had walked blindly into it. Logan’s face crept into my thoughts and I started crying again. How could I face him after this? I had cheated on him. He was too good for me and I knew it, this just drove my point home. I’m not sure how long I sat there wallowing in my thoughts before my phone went off with a new text message. I grabbed it, secretly praying it was Drake. Instead, a message from Logan was waiting for me.
Logan: Hey babe, you still with Drake?
I took a deep breath, debating on telling him the truth. Instead like a coward, I pushed my guilt away.
Me: I am, but I’m leaving now. I’ll see you in a few. Xoxo
Logan: Ok, stop by my room, I ordered us Chinese.
Me: Will do.
I wiped my eyes as I started my car and made my way home.
Chapter Fifteen
Escape
The next few weeks passed in a haze. Drake was back to avoiding me at all costs, and I was only speaking to him in the class we shared with Logan so that he wouldn’t become suspicious. I was depressed and hurt over how my life seemed to be spinning out of my control. When Logan asked what was bothering me, I gave him a vague excuse about classes and my job draining me. He didn’t seem completely convinced but he left me alone about it after a while.
Drake stopped sitting with us at lunch and I was relieved until I started seeing him with other women again. Every time I saw him, he was always with a different woman, and I knew just how little I meant to him. I picked up the Friday night shift at work just so I could have a valid excuse as to why I had stopped showing up at Drake’s shows and spent almost all of my free evening immersed in my studies, avoiding everyone as much as possible.
Logan had finally managed to find a job at a local repair