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down in the chair across from him, “What’s with the attitude?”
“I don’t have an attitude, I just want to get this shit out of the way.”
I rolled my eyes as he opened the book and looked at me, “Fine by me, but can you put some clothes on first?”
He grinned for the first time since I entered the house. “Why, is it going to be a distraction for you?”
“Drake, I’m a woman. Yes, it’s going to be a distraction for me.”
He smirked as he stood up and walked back to the bedroom, returning a few minutes later fully clothed, “Better?”
“Much, thank you. Now let’s get started.”
We spent the next hour studying. Or rather, I spent it studying, he spent it staring off into space with a pissed off look on his face. I finally gave up and slammed my book shut as I glared at him, “That’s it! What’s wrong with you today? You’ve been crankier than normal ever since I got here.”
“Nothing’s wrong with me, just back off ok?”
I continued to glare up at him as he tried to walk past me and out of the room. I caught his arm and dug my nails into the hard muscle. “No I will not just back off. Tell me what the hell is bothering you.”
He jerked his arm out of my grip and backed away. “You don’t want to know the answer to that, just leave it alone Chloe.”
I threw my hands up in the air and stomped my foot, “Tell me what your fucking problem is Drake, I’m not letting it go until you do.”
He spun around to face me. “Fine, you want to know what my problem is? I can’t fucking stand to watch you with him every single day, watching him hug you, kiss you, when it should be me!” he yelled at me as I stood frozen on the spot.
“What are you talking about? You were the one who told me I couldn’t have you, that told me to be with Logan even when I wasn’t sure! You don’t want me Drake, you just want to fuck me!”
He walked to me and shoved me up against the wall. “You’re right, I do want to fuck you. I want to pick you up and carry you to my room and slam into you until you scream my name over and over again as you shatter to pieces underneath me, but I can’t. I won’t do that to Logan. I’m an asshole, but I won’t be that guy.” He punched the wall beside my head and I jumped.
“I don’t know what you want me to say. I made myself clear before and you pushed me to him.”
“I know I did, and I’ve been living with it ever since that day. I want you so bad Chloe, I just gravitate to you,” he whispered quietly as he rested his forehead against mine, “I don’t understand any of this, I just know I have to have you or I’ll never be able to let go.”
The words slipped out of my mouth before I could stop them. “Then take me.”
He pulled back and looked me in the eye, “What?”
I leaned forward to wrap my arms around his neck and pulled him back down to me, not sure what I was doing, but unable to stop myself. “If you want me, take me. If this is what it takes for us to get each other out of our systems, then we’ll do it and move on.”
He hesitated, “What about Logan?”
I closed my eyes as guilt took over. “I can’t move on with him until I can stop thinking about you. Please Drake, I need this, give it to me.” My lips went to his and I kissed him hungrily.
He responded immediately with a groan as he kissed me back. “God Chloe, you always taste so good.” He went back to kissing me as he lifted me off the ground and I wrapped my legs around his waist, feeling him already hard against me. He moaned as I shifted my hips to rub myself against him.
Walking backwards, he carried me to his bedroom and threw me on the bed before climbing on top of me. His lips sought out mine again as his hand slipped under my shirt. I sighed and threw my head back as his fingers went to my nipple and started rolling it gently between his thumb and fingers. I arched my back up so that I could press myself