make it out.
Hope is ill-advised.
Twenty
THE PLEASANT LIES
The dawn was shy, too polite to come and chase the stars away, contenting itself to slowly creep into the twilit conversation one wisp at a time. The seas caught between night and day in shiftless masses of molten gold and silver. The night had yet to fade, the dawn had yet to break; the world was mired in an indecision of purple and yellow.
Absently, Lenk wished for more than just a meagre piece of charcoal to sketch the scene.
His desire was for naught; there hadn’t been any quills in the companion vessel’s cargo. He’d likely miss the flaky black stuff when the time came to build a fire, but for now, all it was good for was writing and sketching.
A breeze cut across the sea, heavy with the cold salt of the pre-dawn mist. It slithered across his body like a frigid serpent, and went unheeded. He rarely felt the cold any more. Rain and winter, sun and spring, all felt the same to him: a faint tingle, a passing shiver, and then nothing.
He paused, staring blankly at the journal in his lap.
He couldn’t feel cold any more . . .
‘You’re up early.’
He was torn from further thought by the sound of her voice. Kataria stood behind him, clad in doeskin breeches and shortened green tunic, staring at him with some concern, ears twitching and naked toes wriggling in the sand.
‘Yeah,’ he said, returning to his sketch.
Her footsteps were loud and crunching against the moist sand; that wasn’t good. When she didn’t bother to hide the sound of her feet, it usually meant she wasn’t going to hide any other sounds she might make.
‘You didn’t eat much last night.’ She took a seat beside him.
‘We need to ration.’ He didn’t look up. ‘Gariath eats enough for two men, Denaos eats more to spite Gariath.’ He allowed the corner of his eye to drift over her slender, pale form. ‘You didn’t eat much either, and you’re up as early as I am.’
‘My people don’t eat or sleep as much as humans.’ She didn’t even bother to hide her smirk. ‘We don’t need to.’
‘Mm.’ Even his grunt was half-hearted, long past hearing or caring about the numerous self-proclaimed advantages of shicts.
‘I didn’t know you drew.’ She peered over his shoulder and blanched.
‘Mm.’
‘You’re terrible at it.’
‘Mm.’
‘You don’t seem to understand how this works. I say something to you, you say something back, we fight, maybe someone bleeds. That’s how we communicate.’
‘Too early,’ he replied. ‘I’ll stab you in the eye a little later and we’ll call it a day.’
‘I won’t be in the mood later.’ She leaned over his lap, making him stiffen. ‘What do you draw, anyway?’
‘Those islands to the north.’ He simultaneously gestured to three faint specks of greenery as he shoved her away. ‘I hadn’t noticed them until today.’ He tapped the charcoal to his chin. ‘It’s possible that one of them is Teji. Seems worthwhile to sketch it, don’t you think?’
‘You don’t want to know what I think. What else do you draw?’
Before he could answer, her hands darted out like two pale ferrets. Before he could protest, they snatched the journal out of his lap. Cackling unpleasantly, she tumbled away from him, evading flailing fists. With a deft leap, she rolled to her feet and began to thumb through the pages, strolling away with an insulting casualness.
‘Hm, yes.’ She scratched an imaginary beard, eyes darting over the pages. ‘Seas . . . gates . . . demons . . . hope.’ She smacked her lips. ‘A little morbid, you think? It needs a bit of editing. Skip all this gibberish about humans and stick to the parts about shicts.’
‘It’s for reading, not wiping.’
His hands closed murderously about empty air as she sprang away. Backpedalling without the slightest hint of caution, she continued to peruse.
‘Just as well, I’m not so much the literary sort.’
‘More of the illiterate sort, are you?’
‘If you could be half as clever in your writing, you might actually have some value. Let’s see if your drawings are half as terrible.’
‘What? Wait a moment!’
‘A moment to you is an eternity to me.’ She nimbly evaded his hands as she noted the various sketches scrawled in charcoal. ‘Not bad, I suppose. If you ever lose your will to fight, you can hack out a living with a piece of charcoal and a dream, can’t you?’
She was prepared to slam the book shut and hurl it at him as he took