of him, the side that lets go completely even though he’s injured. On one of those nights, he didn’t stop; he literally had the stamina of a youngling on Viagra. I was less concerned with the delicious soreness between my legs, and more scared that he would rip his stitches out and we would have a bloodbath on our hands.
Thankfully, that wasn’t the case, but I overestimated my endurance ability and was barely able to walk the following morning. Kyle teased me about it during the entire walk. His eyes twinkle with amusement whenever I rise up to the challenge. Our banter can last for an eternity if we’re not interrupted.
Our morning walks around the garden started as a sort of physical rehabilitation for Kyle, but with time, it’s become something I look forward to every day. There’s a peace in having my arm around Kyle’s waist and just talking, even if we clash most of the time.
Today, I woke up early so I could help prepare breakfast. It’s been a long time since I cooked, but I try my hand with the kitchen staff and ignore the weird glances Katia and Ruslan keep throwing my way.
So what if I’m doing something out of the norm? It’s true that I haven’t done it since I came to live with Dedushka, but I used to cook just fine when I was living with Dad. That was sixteen years ago, so my memories aren’t exactly that perfect, but it will work.
I make some pancakes and toast with jelly. Well, some of the toast is a bit burnt, but Kyle doesn’t have the right to complain after I did all this for him.
No—I’m not doing this for him. I’m just doing it because I feel guilty about what happened to him because of me. That’s it. That’s all.
After preparing the picnic basket, I hold it and attempt to go upstairs, but I find Kyle already waiting for me at the entrance. He’s wearing his usual black pants and a white shirt.
The clothes and the bandage hide his injury, but I can almost see the hole currently lodged in his chest.
The images of him being shot rush back to the front of my mind, and I have trouble getting them out. It’s not until his very distinctive scent overwhelms me that they slowly dissipate.
Kyle places his hand on my arm as he usually does every day. “Morning, Mrs. Hunter.”
“Morning. Are you feeling better today?”
“Are you still asking that after I fucked you till you tore the sheets yesterday?”
“Kyle!” My face burns, and I instinctively check our surroundings in case someone heard.
“What?”
“What if someone is listening?”
“Then they have voyeuristic tendencies. Is auditory porn a thing?”
“You’re hopeless.”
“For having sex with you? I’ll take that badge with honor.”
“For being this shameless about everything.”
“We’re already husband and wife. It’s universally known that fucking is included in that holy union.”
He is incorrigible. There is no way I can get him to stop saying these crude things. The more I try, the more creative he gets about getting on my last nerve.
But is he really getting on my nerves if I secretly enjoy this side of him?
“Can we go now?” I ask.
“Not yet. I need to know how my beautiful wife is today.” His voice drops with seduction. “Did you have a good night’s sleep with my cum inside your tight cunt?”
“Stop it.”
“Why? You didn’t mind when you were moaning ‘harder, Kyle’ in that fucking sexy voice of yours.”
My blood flows to my ears and my core at the same time, and even though I try to fight the effect, I can’t. Truth is, a strange sense of arousal invades me when he talks in this brazen way that has zero cares about the world. The only people who matter to him are the two of us.
“So?” He nudges me with his elbow. “You didn’t answer my question. How are you this morning?”
“Sore,” I whisper.
“You’ll be sorer as soon as I get you in our room.”
“You’re still recovering, Kyle.”
“I’m as immortal as the devil. You don’t have to worry about that.”
That’s the problem—I do worry. I worry he already escaped two bullets and that the third will definitely take him away.
I push those ominous thoughts out of my head by focusing on him.
My husband.
My previous guard who turned into my husband.
I don’t know if it will ever be normal. After all, we’re not a normal couple. We didn’t start the ordinary way, and our world is anything but a fairy