balled-up tissue in her hand, she sat on the edge of the bed. Her eyes were smeared with black mascara, and the room was a disaster. It looked as if a high-fashion bomb had just exploded.
“Hey there,” I gently said. “What’s going on?”
Sofia shuddered as she inhaled and waved a hand in front of her face. “I don’t want to talk about it. You would not understand.”
I sauntered to an upholstered chair and sat down, elbows on knees. “Maybe I would.”
She dabbed at the inky wetness under her eyes and gave me an icy stare. “I know why you’re here. To tell me to leave.”
I swallowed uneasily, because that was indeed at the top of my to-do list for the day.
Sofia blew her nose into the tissue. “You don’t have to say it. I’ll spare you the trouble. I’ve already started packing my things.”
Glancing around at the clothes, shoes, and scarves strewn about the room, I thought packing wasn’t quite the right word for whatever was happening there. “Do you need any help? I’d be happy to—”
“No. You should go, Fiona, because I know you hate me.”
“I don’t hate you.”
“Sì, you do. Everyone in this family hates me. Kate . . . Connor and Sloane . . .”
I bowed my head. “I won’t lie, Sofia. They probably do, but I’m pretty sure they hate me even more.”
That caused her to lift her watery gaze. “Maybe that is true.”
A hot afternoon breeze blew in through the open window, and I fanned myself with my hand. “Do you have somewhere to go after this?” I asked.
Sofia stood and lifted a suitcase onto the bed. “I have a friend in Florence. She’s offered to let me stay with her until I find a place of my own. I’ll be okay. Anton was very generous. He gave me presents and enough money to last a little while.” She moved to the wardrobe, gathered up a bundle of clothes, and laid them into the suitcase with the hangers still attached.
“Do you mind if I ask you a question?” I said.
“I don’t mind.” She returned to the wardrobe to fetch another armload of clothes.
“Did Anton ever speak to you about my mother? Because I have no idea what happened between them all those years ago, and no one around here seems to know anything.”
Sofia laid the clothes in the suitcase. “He never talked about other women with me. He always made me feel like I was the only woman in the world.”
I thought about things Connor had said about his father—that Anton knew how to make a woman believe that he’d “never felt like this before.”
“Did you love him, Sofia?” I asked. “For real?”
She stuffed some shoes into the corners of the suitcase and packed everything in tight. “Sì. Why else would I be crying?”
I sat back in the chair. “I never met Anton myself, but I keep hearing that he was mean and ornery and a tyrant. And a womanizer.”
She shook her head. “He was never that way with me. He treated me like a princess. He was very good to me.”
Feeling more perplexed than ever, I sat forward again. “Okay . . . I have another question for you. Did he ever mention any letters that might be important concerning his will? Or did he have a secret place where he kept private papers?”
Sofia fought to zip up the overstuffed suitcase. “You’re not the first person to ask me that question today.”
“No? Who else spoke to you?” I could most certainly guess.
“Connor,” Sofia replied. “Anton’s horrible son. And I will tell you the same thing I told him. I don’t know anything about any letters, and I don’t know where Anton kept his private papers, other than the winery office or his studio, which was where he stored things he didn’t want to throw away.”
Sofia seemed preoccupied with packing her bags, so I thought I should leave her alone. “Thank you,” I said, rising to my feet. “I’ll keep looking.”
Deciding that I should hurry and resume my search for the letters before Connor got another lead on me, I turned to go but paused briefly at the door. Watching Sofia lift her heavy suitcase to the floor, I said, “Listen, Sofia . . . how about I give you my cell phone number in case you ever need anything. I know this has been a difficult time for you, but maybe we could get together sometime and chat. I’d like to hear more about