The waitress, asking if we wanted water, interrupted us. We held her back a minute and ordered our food, too, and then Steven started relaying their anniversary night out.
“He was sweating like mad,” he went on. “Wiping at his face every other minute.”
“It’s summer,” Mark muttered.
“And restaurants and theaters are climate controlled,” Steven shot back. “We went through the whole night with him like that and finally headed home. I got to thinking he wasn’t going to do it. That the night was gonna end and he still wasn’t going to get the damn words out. And there I am wondering if I’ll have to ask him again, just to get it over with. And if he says no again—”
“I didn’t say no the first time,” Mark interjected.
“—I’m going to deck him. Just knock his ass out, toss him on a plane, and head to Vegas, because I’m not getting any younger here.”
“Definitely not mellowing with age, either,” Mark grumbled.
Steven gave him a look. “So we’re climbing out of the limo, and I’m trying to remember that fan-fucking-tastic proposal I came up with before, and he grabs my elbow and blurts out, ‘Steve, damn it. You have to marry me.’ ”
I laughed, leaning back as the waitress put my side salad in front of me. “Just like that.”
“Just like that,” Steven said, with an emphatic nod.
“Very heartfelt.” I gave Mark a thumbs-up. “You rocked it.”
“See?” Mark said. “I got it done.”
“Are you writing your own vows?” I asked. “Because that’ll be really interesting.”
Steven guffawed, snagging the attention of everyone nearby.
I swallowed the cherry tomato I was munching on and said, “You know I’m dying to see your wedding binder, right?”
“Well, it just so happens …”
“You didn’t.” Mark shook his head as Steven reached down and pulled a bulging binder out of a messenger bag on the floor by his chair.
It was so packed that papers were sticking out of the top, bottom, and side.
“Wait ’til you see this cake I found.” Steven pushed the breadbasket aside to make room to open the binder.
I bit back a grin when I saw the dividers and table of contents.
“We are not having a wedding cake in the shape of a skyscraper with cranes and billboards,” Mark said firmly.
“Really?” I asked, intrigued. “Let me see.”
WHEN I got home that night, I dropped my purse and bag off in their usual place, kicked off my shoes, and went straight to the couch. I sprawled across it, staring up the ceiling. Megumi was going to meet me at CrossTrainer at six thirty, so I didn’t have a lot of time, but I felt like I just needed a breather. Starting my period the afternoon before had me riding the edge of irritation and grumpiness, with a dash of exhaustion tossed in for shits and giggles.
I sighed, knowing I was going to have to deal with my mom at some point. We had a ton of crap to work through, and putting it off was starting to bug me. I wished it were as easy to work things out with her as it was with my dad, but that wasn’t an excuse to avoid addressing our issues. She was my mother and I loved her. It was hard on me when we weren’t getting along.
Then my thoughts drifted to Corinne. I guess I should have figured that a woman who would leave her husband and move from Paris to New York for a man wasn’t going to give up on him easily, but still. She had to know Gideon well enough to realize hounding him wasn’t going to work.
And Brett … what was I going to do about him?
The intercom buzzed. Frowning, I pushed to my feet and headed over to it. Had Megumi misunderstood and thought we were meeting here? Not that I minded, but …
“Yes?”
“Hi, Eva,” the guy at the front desk said cheerfully. “NYPD detectives Michna and Graves are here.”
Crap. Everything else lost significance in that moment. Fear spread through me with crawling fingers of ice.