the men’s laps. Preventing the inevitable erection from gaining purchase where it was not yet welcome.
Because rules.
“I’m supposed to sit on that?” It was all too silly to grasp. She wasn’t a pastry.
“Yes. You’re very pretty. My name is Neil.” Broad of shoulder and tall enough to be intimidating, a man in his early thirties patted the cookie sheet with a kind smile. “Come on now. I won’t bite.”
“To be clear”—because burly men were approaching and a scene would not help her cause, Eugenia bit down on her pride and hopped on that lap—“I’m not having sex with any of you.”
Neil seemed so gentile as he put a hand to her bare belly and spread his fingers. “It’s your first night. And you’re lucky you got placed with such an upstanding group of men. We don’t bend the rules. Unless you give us permission or take reward, your company is pleasure enough.”
Pulling her to rest against his chest, finding resistance, the hand on her stomach didn’t move up toward a breast or down to tuck into that insanely short skirt. Planted, it did nothing but be. Despite her tension, her wide eyes, her desire to elbow him right in his nose.
“No need to brace. We can touch what clothing doesn’t cover. I just want to hold a girl against me for a few hours.”
Which sounded so reasonable, like such a trick, that Eugenia wasn't falling for it.
Cleaned-up Cookie Sheet Guy wasn’t bad-looking. The opposite, in fact. Fair-haired, sun-darkened skin, polished, no rancid reek of sweat. He was even funny as he conversed with his comrades. One of whom had Brooke in a very different embrace. A familiar cuddle, a cuddle requiring he place tickets on the table to expose her breasts and palm her lace-clad rump.
Fucking carnival tickets. The red ones that came on a roll.
Women had all been reduced to a sideshow game prize.
Dinner was served. The men dined on mouthwatering grilled meat so fragrant Eugenia salivated. Steak? How in the hell did they have steak? Raising cattle required land, feed, a skill in animal husbandry. It required lots of water...
Her clay bowl of slop was nothing in comparison. And Brooke’s warning was, in fact, true. There were shards of glass buried in chunks of God only knew what.
Managing to eat with one hand, as if moving his digits from her belly might make her run out of reach, Neil held up a fork of perfectly cooked, dripping ribeye. “Would you like to share?”
Unsmiling, she kept her gaze forward. “No, thank you.”
“It’s just one bite. It won’t cost you much.”
Yeah, she was going to die on this ship. Probably from starvation and stubbornness.
“Treat me like a whore again and I’ll break your nose, Neil.” At that, she turned to meet his kinda-pretty blue eyes. “I might not know all the rules, but I know full well that when a boy says ‘it won’t cost you much,’ he’s full of shit.”
“Man,” Neil corrected, taking that perfect bite with a smile. Chewing with his mouth closed, clearly happy to enjoy the robust flavors, he swallowed before adding, “Half my steak for one kiss on the mouth.”
Boy did these idiots underestimate just how expensive survival off this ship had been. “I don’t know where you’ve been. And as tempting as your pretty steak is, I’d rather save my skin from herpes, syphilis, chlamydia, gonorrhea. This pit must be a cesspool of disease, all the cross contamination, the—”
“Stop right there, little lady. Fresh as you are, we’re taking a risk on you. Not the other way around. All men are required to wait six months before they can even petition to join this soiree. Secondly, each man, each night he earns the right to dine, goes through a pretty uncomfortable medical check.”
“With petri dishes and blood work? This ship doesn’t have a lab, a microbiologist, or a hood.” Why had the world grown so dumb? “Many STDs are invisible upon visual inspection, especially concerning men. So, pleasant southern accent and all, Neil, I do not want to trade a bite of food for my physical or mental wellbeing.”
“I like this one!” another man at the table—one who clearly had not earned a cookie sheet or a girl on his lap—said with a grin.
And what was there to say to that? Nothing.
Hearty, healthy men wanted to fuck. Lived in a society that set up the opportunity to earn tickets though labor or trade. Had women sit on their laps with only cookie sheets, scraps