if I needed a prescription refilled, I needed to contact Dr. Wilson's office before eleven.
When I opened the shop on Tuesday morning, it occurred to me fleetingly that I hadn't heard back from Peggy. Of course, she might have tried to reach me on Monday, but with the shop closed she would've gotten the answering machine. I realized I hadn't given her my new phone number and the only way she had of getting hold of me was through the shop. I checked as soon as I'd flipped the sign from CLOSED to OPEN, but found no messages.
I thought of it later and meant to phone the office myself, but was interrupted in the most pleasant manner possible. Brad stopped in on what he termed his coffee break.
My heart continued to do leaps of joy whenever he walked into the shop. We'd gone out to dinner twice in the last week and were together for much of Sunday afternoon. Cody spent the weekend with his mother who was often away on business, and this was a rare treat for us, even though I really enjoy Cody. He's a lively little boy with a quirky sense of humor. He asked me to knit him a sweater with a dinosaur on the front, and I said I would.
"Hi there, handsome," I said as Brad let himself into the shop. He dazzled me with one of his smiles.
"Have you got coffee made?" he asked when it seemed I was capable of doing nothing but staring at him in wide-eyed adoration.
"Not yet," I said. "I barely got here."
"I'll put on a pot." He headed for the back room, where we'd escaped any number of times for a private moment.
We both knew his coffee-making ploy was just an excuse for the two of us to be alone. I followed him on the pretense of helping, but the instant I walked past the floral curtain that served as a door, Brad placed his arms around my waist and pulled me close.
"I had a wonderful weekend," he whispered with his hands locked at the small of my back.
"I did, too." We'd gone for a canoe ride on Lake Washington and halfway across he'd brought out a guitar and attempted to serenade me. It was truly romantic and quite possibly the sweetest thing any man had ever done for me. "Just promise you'll never sing to me again."
"You don't like my baritone?" He jutted out his lower lip in an exaggerated pout.
"No," I said. "That's not it. I love your singing, but I'm in serious danger of falling in love with you." That wasn't what I'd intended to say, but it seemed my heart had its own purpose.
"That's what I want, Lydia." He brought me closer still and kissed me with such energy and need that I was afraid I might collapse at his feet. We'd explored the attraction between us quite a bit over the weekend. I recognized that we'd reached a decision point in the relationship. It would be easy for this attraction to slip into the physical. Before that happened, though, I needed to be absolutely sure we shared the same values and life goals.
Margaret had warned me - and my mother had spoken her piece, too - about the importance of taking the relationship slow. I knew they were both right, but I felt so good in Brad's arms.
"I want to be with you more and more," Brad said. "You're the first thing I think of when I wake in the morning and the last thing on my mind at night."
He was in my thoughts day and night, too, and to be honest, it frightened me. Twice before, I'd been in promising relationships. The first time I'd been too young to really understand what I'd lost when Brian and I broke up after I was diagnosed with a brain tumor.
It was a different story with Roger, who broke my heart. I wanted to die when he walked out on me and in retrospect, I see that was exactly what I assumed would happen. Time is a great healer, as the old saying has it, and I understand now, almost six years later, why Roger left when he did. He loved me. I truly believe that. Because he loved me, he couldn't bear to watch me die. He reacted the only way he knew how - by running away.
I heard that he got married just four months after we broke up. I tried not to