fully heal.
Shiva.
“What do you want from me?” she asked, her eyes squeezed shut, barring him from her pain, if only for a moment more.
“The truth.”
She swallowed again. “What do you wish to know?”
“Where your loyalties lie. Do you matter to Khalid Ibn al-Rashid?” He spat the name as though it were a curse. “Does he care for you?”
“I cannot speak to his feelings. He guards them well.” A half-truth. She could manage this, if pressed further. The blood returned to her clenched fingers in a rush.
“Then speak to your own. Does the monster matter to you?”
Lie.
“No.” Shahrzad locked her jaw. “He does not.”
“So you belong to the White Falcon still?”
“I belong to me.”
“Where is your heart, Shahrzad al-Khayzuran?” His voice was coarse in its insistence.
In an alley by the souk. In a night of oblivion.
In the promise of tomorrow.
“With . . . Tariq Imran al-Ziyad.” The lie burned on her tongue. “Where it always will be.” She kept her eyes closed, knowing they might betray her.
Teymur took in a harsh breath. It rattled in his chest, then filled the space between them, hot and fetid. In, then out. Twice more.
At his silence, a sense of unease kindled within her.
He pulled her close. Too close. His warm breath prickled her forehead.
“Did the monster . . . hurt Roya?”
In his sudden closeness, she understood his meaning.
And was horrified by it.
Her eyes flashed open. “He didn’t touch her.”
He studied her in awful stillness. So very close. Her pulse ratcheted in her throat, pounding with a restless incessancy.
“You told him stories. As you are telling me stories now.”
His resolve firmed as he spoke. And Shahrzad knew she could no longer stand idle. Knocking his arm aside, she rammed into his shoulder and made to flee.
With vicious precision, Teymur seized her tight, taking her feet out from under her and slamming Shahrzad to the ground. All the air was knocked from her chest. She gasped once, the pain in her side searing as she struggled to catch her breath.
For the first time, a cold wave of fear coursed down her back.
This skinny weasel of a boy was stronger than she. He was tall and wily. And she could not fight him off forever. Nor could she reason with him.
But perhaps there was another way. A way of diversion and lies.
A surge of fury chased after the fear. Shahrzad gripped the wrist at her throat, digging her nails into his skin.
Whatever lingering pity she might have had for him melted in her rage.
The indelible line had deepened to a chasm.
He was preying upon the basest of fears. A fear Shahrzad had long held in the darkest recesses of her mind.
“What are you doing, Teymur?” She fought to keep her voice steady.
The two sides of the man-child battled for control as he glared down at her. He was so very afraid, blustering and shuddering through this hard-won triumph.
She would not lie here in silence as he warred with his convictions.
“Are you going to rape me,” Shahrzad demanded, “or are you merely trying to frighten me with the thought? And what do you hope to achieve by such uninspired villainy?”
Teymur winced at her boldness. Her nerve at bringing his shameful intentions to light.
Shahrzad knew her taunts were foolish. Knew they might further provoke him. But she could not—would not—comply in the face of such cowardice.
Not while there was still breath left in her body.
For a moment, Teymur seemed to waver. Then he clenched his jaw, bracing himself above her. With surprising deftness, he unsheathed the dagger and positioned the blade beside her face again. “You must matter to him, or he wouldn’t have let you live.”
The feel of the cold steel against her skin did not frighten her. She clung to rage instead. “Khalid Ibn al-Rashid values precious little in life. I amused him for a time. Do not seek reason beyond that. You said it yourself: he is a monster.” She spoke in clear tones, her barely leashed fury underscoring each syllable.
“You’re still lying to me. Do you mean to tell me the Caliph of Khorasan would not care if harm were to befall you?”
“As I said before, I cannot speak to his feelings.”
Teymur sneered down at her. “You expect me to believe the mighty King of Kings wouldn’t be angry for what has transpired today?”
No.
Khalid would break every bone in your body for what you’ve done.
Shahrzad stared up at him coolly. “If you think Roya would condone your actions in this moment, nothing I can do