My phone was still ringing nonstop, so I reached in and shut the ringer off.
One block later, I heard Gideon's voice coming through the car's speakers.
"Do you have her?" "Yes, sir," Angus replied.
The line cut out.
"What the hell crawled up his ass and died?" I asked, looking at Angus in the rearview mirror.
"He's got a lot on his mind."
Whatever it was, it sure wasn't me.
I couldn't believe what a jerk he was being.
He'd been curt on the phone the night before, too, but not rude.
Within a few minutes after I arrived at work, Mark came up to my cubicle.
"I'm sorry to hear about your roommate," he said, setting a fresh cup of coffee on my desk.
"Is he going to be all right?" "Eventually.
Cary's tough; he'll pull through."
I dropped my stuff in the bottom drawer of my desk and picked up the steaming mug with gratitude.
"Thank you.
And thanks for yesterday, too."
His dark eyes were warm with concern.
"I'm surprised you're here today."
"I need to work."
I managed a smile, despite feeling all twisted up and achy inside.
Nothing was right in my world when things weren't right between me and Gideon.
"Catch me up on what I missed."
* * *
The morning passed swiftly.
I had a checklist of follow-ups waiting from the week before, and Mark had an eleven thirty deadline to turn around a request for proposal for a promotional items manufacturer.
By the time we sent the RFP off, I was back in the groove and willing to just forget Gideon's mood that morning.
I wondered if he'd had another nightmare and hadn't slept well.
I decided call him when lunchtime rolled around, just in case.
And then I checked my inbox.
The Google alert I'd set up for Gideon's name was waiting for me.
I opened the e-mail hoping to get an idea of what he might be working on.
The words former fiancee in some of the headlines leaped out at me.
The knot I'd had in my gut earlier returned, tighter than before.
I clicked on the first link, and it took me to a gossip blog sporting pictures of Gideon and Corinne having dinner at Tableau One.
They sat close together in the front window, her hand resting intimately on his forearm.
He was wearing the suit he'd worn to the hospital the day before, but I checked the date anyway, desperately hoping the photos were old.
They weren't.
My palms began to sweat.
I tortured myself by clicking through all the links and studying every photo I found.
He was smiling in a few of them, looking remarkably content for a man whose girlfriend was at a hospital with her beaten-half-to-death best friend.
I felt like throwing up.
Or screaming.
Or storming up to Gideon's office and asking him what the hell was going on.
He'd blown me off when I'd called him the night before - to go to dinner with his ex.
I jumped when my desk phone rang.
I picked it up and woodenly recited, "Mark Garrity's office, Eva Tramell speaking."
"Eva."
It was Megumi in reception, sounding as bubbly as usual.
"There's someone asking for you downstairs - Brett Kline."
I sat there for a long minute, letting that sink into my fevered brain.
I forwarded the alert digest to Gideon's e-mail so he'd know that I knew.
Then I said, "I'll be right down."
* * * I saw Brett in the lobby the minute I pushed through the security turnstiles.
He wore black jeans and a Six-Ninths T-shirt.
Sunglasses hid his eyes, but the spiky hair with its bleached tips was eye-catching, as was his body.
Brett was tall and muscular, more muscular than Gideon, who was powerful without any bulk.
Brett's hands came out of his pockets when he saw me coming, his posture straightening.
"Hey.
Look at you."
I glanced down at my cap-sleeved dress with its flattering ruching and acknowledged that he'd never seen me dressed up.
"I'm surprised you're still in town."
More surprised that he'd looked me up, but I didn't say that.
I was glad he had, because I'd been worried about him.
"We sold out our Jones Beach show over the weekend, then played the Meadowlands last night.
I skipped out on the guys because I wanted to see you before we head south.
I searched for you online, found out where you worked, and came up."
Good old Google, I thought miserably.
"I'm so stoked that everything's working out for you now.
Do you have time to grab lunch?" "Yes."
His answer came quickly and fervently, which set off a little warning.
I was pissed, extremely hurt, and eager to retaliate against Gideon, but I didn't want to mislead Brett.