“Was it because of me? The video of me?” She took her hands away and backed off me. “You said you never saw it.” I could hear the hurt in her voice and imagine where her mind was going with this scenario. She couldn’t be more off the mark.
I lost it then, totally and completely, fearful she might not trust me, terrified she would leave again. I spun around and pulled her against me hard. “No, baby. Not that. Please. It’s not that. It’s me—from the past—a bad time for me in the war.”
“You won’t tell though. Why can’t you say what happened to you—your scars. Ethan?”
She tried to pull away, to make distance between us, but hell if I would allow it. “No, Brynne, I need you. Don’t pull away from me.”
“I’m not—”
I cut her words off with my mouth crushed against hers, owning her with my tongue so deep all she could do was take it. I picked her up and stumbled to the bed with her. I had to be inside her, in every way. I needed the validation that she was here, that I was alive, that she was safe in my care, that I was alive…that she was safe…that I was alive…
“Baby, you’re so beautiful and good for me. You’re f**king everything to me, okay? Tell me that you want me.” I was babbling as I pushed her legs apart with my knees and got two fingers inside her wet heat. I started stroking, working all that spunk from before all around and over her clit how she liked.
“I want you, Ethan,” she answered breathily, her sex heating up for me, ready to take me in. God, I battled the razor’s edge of control when she got all submissive with me—the ultimate turn-on even though she was really the first woman where it worked like that.
“Tell me you’ll let me have all of you. Every part. I want it all, Brynne!”
“I’ll let you!” she cried out. “I’m right here.”
I speared into her mouth again, deep and thorough with my tongue, my fingers moving inside her pu**y, getting her wetter still. “Your mouth is mine when you wrap those raspberry lips around my c**k and suck me off.”
She moved underneath me. I dragged away from her lips to latch onto a nipple. I bit down enough to get the moan out of her then sucked deep to plump it back up before doing the same to the other breast. “Your beautiful tits belong to me too. When I bite on them and suck and drive you mad.”
“Oh, God…”
I moved down her body, my fingers still up in her, sliding along her nub, getting her closer to climax. “This sweet honey cunt is always mine when I cram it full of my c**k and blow a load of cum up into it.” I whispered more filthy talk and felt sure it got her hotter.
She writhed and rolled her head around and I loved that I was making her wild.
I flicked my tongue over her clit and even put my teeth on it, nipping her flesh until I heard her cry and switched to soothing, ever so gently with a soft touch, stringing her out further and further.
“I need more! Fuck me, Ethan!”
Oh yeah, she was hotter.
Holy hell, I finally had my girl right where I wanted her. I went mad with the taste of her all over my tongue, my taste, her scent, her warmth, the soaking wet, octane-fueled sex!
“I can give you more, baby. I want to give you more.” I pulled my fingers out of her quim, sliding them back to her other hole, and rimmed the opening with my drenched index finger. She gasped in a breath and stilled. I lifted my head and moved up her body, one arm propping me, the other hand free to explore. I slipped just my fingertip inside and met her gaze. She looked wild, her eyes flaring. “I want in here, Brynne. Will you let me f**k your beautiful ass?” I spoke up against her quivering lips and bit on the bottom one, my fingertip still teasing her entrance, waiting for her answer.
“Yes!” It came out a harsh whisper but definitely agreement.
I pulled away and flipped her onto her stomach. I gripped her hips up in the air and split her legs wide so I could get to her from on my knees. She was stunning. Totally spread for me, anticipating and accepting and off-the-charts perfect.
My hand on my shaft, I slid the head around her drenched sex, working it over her clit again and again, getting her closer to coming and my c**k well lubed.
“Mmm hmm,” I groaned, centering the bell end against her tight hole. “You are something so f**king perfect…” I pushed and penetrated just the tip of my cock, trying to open her up a bit, and thought I could easily lose it. As in ejaculating before I ever got inside her.
She tensed and arched from my invasion so I eased up immediately, putting my palm on her lower back to steady her. “Easy…relax for me, baby.” She stilled and breathed heavy, waiting on me, submitting to my desires; so perfectly takeable and gloriously tight with her muscle gripping around the head of my ready-to-blow cock. I didn’t want to hurt her, but my God, what a spectacular turn-on to be poised like I was, about to claim that final place where I could meld into her.
She quivered beneath me. “You’re about to make me come, baby. I want to so badly, but you first. I’m gonna make you feel so good!”
“Ethan, please make me come!” She squirmed against my just tipped c**k ready to take me all the way. I realized she would allow me in even if it was painful because she was such a generous lover.
Saints help me!
It took everything I had not to sink into that stretched, mysterious part of her I had yet to claim. I wanted to. I needed to. But I wanted and needed to cherish her more. I knew I would hurt her and she was nowhere near ready. We’d have to work up to it—something to look forward to. Like any new thing we did together. I was out of my f**king mind right now and this was not the moment to push her into anal for the first time with me.
“Brynne…I love you so much,” I whispered against her back, notching my c**k down to find her pu**y. The flesh was so hot it burned when we touched. I heard my own shout when I slammed deep inside her and started to f**k. My hands on her hips gripped tight, knocking her back hard onto my shaft, again and again and again, the sounds of our bodies slapping amid grunts of pure pleasure took over from there.