pictures of those victims. None of the police officers, none of the other adult victims. I guess . . .”
He didn’t finish.
“What?” I asked.
“I guess those kinds of photos would not have been profitable to him.”
I looked down at my hands on the table. My right hand was beginning to ache and felt clammy under the white bandages. I felt relief go through me. I think it was relief. What else is it that you feel when you learn that there are no photographs of your murdered brother’s body out there all over the country, floating out there on the Internet and ready to be downloaded by any sick individual with a taste for it.
“I think when this gets out about this guy, there’ll be a lot of people who’ll want to throw a parade for you, Jack,” Backus said. “Put you in a convertible and drive you down Madison Avenue.”
I looked at him. I didn’t know if it was an attempt at humor but I didn’t smile.
“Maybe sometimes vengeance is just as good as justice,” he said.
“They’re pretty much the same if you ask me.”
After a few moments of silence, Backus changed the subject.
“Jack, we have to get your formal statement. I’ve got one of the office’s stenographers set up for nine-thirty. Are you ready?”
“Ready as I’ll ever be.”
“We just want the linear story. From A to B, don’t leave any detail out. I thought, Rachel, you’d handle that, ask the questions.”
“Sure, Bob.”
“I’d like to get this wrapped up today and submitted to the DA tomorrow. Maybe we can all go home then.”
“Who’s doing the package for the DA?” Rachel asked.
“Carter.”
He looked at his watch.
“Uh, you have a few minutes but why don’t you go down the hall and ask for Sally Kimball. She might be ready to go now.”
Dismissed, we stood and headed for the door. I watched Rachel, trying to judge whether she was annoyed at being assigned to taking my statement while the local agents were tracing Gladden’s computer records, which seemed at the moment to be the more exciting branch of the investigation. She showed nothing and at the door of the conference room she turned and told Backus she’d be around if he needed anything else.
“Thanks, Rachel,” he said. “Oh, and Jack, these are for you.”
He held up the stack of pink message slips. I went back to the table and took them.
“And this.”
He raised my computer satchel from the floor next to his seat and handed it across the table to me.
“You left that in the car yesterday.”
“Thanks.”
I studied the stack of pink slips. There must have been a dozen of them.
“You’re a popular man,” Backus said. “Don’t let it go to your head.”
“Only if they give me that parade.”
He didn’t smile.
While Rachel went to look for the stenographer I stood in the hallway and looked through the messages. They were mostly repeats from the networks but a few print reporters had called, even one from my hometown competition, the Denver Post. The tabloids, of both the print and television variety, had left messages. There was also a call from Michael Warren. I noted from the 213 callback number that he was still in town.
The three messages that intrigued me the most weren’t from the news media. Dan Bledsoe had called just an hour earlier from Baltimore. And there were two messages from book publishers, one from a senior editor at a New York–based house and one from an assistant to the publisher at another house. I recognized both imprints and felt a mixture of trepidation and thrill course through my chest.
Rachel came up to me then.
“She’s going to be a couple minutes. There’s an office down here we’re going to use. Let’s wait there.”
I followed her.
The room was a smaller version of the one we had met Backus in, with a round table and four chairs, a side counter with a phone, and a picture window with a view east toward downtown. I asked Rachel if it would be all right if I used the phone while we waited and she said go ahead. I keyed in the number Bledsoe had left and he picked up after one ring.
“Bledsoe Investigations.”
“It’s Jack McEvoy.”
“Jack Mac, how you doing?”
“I’m fine. How are you?”
“A lot better since I heard the news this morning.”
“Well, I’m glad, then.”
“You did good, Jack, putting that guy in the hole. You did real good.”
Then how come I don’t feel so good, I thought but didn’t say.
“Jack?”
“What?”
“I owe you one, buddy. And