to place his fingers on the guitar. Then he handed Alex the guitar.
“Okay, you hold it like this,” he said as he positioned the boy’s hands properly.
Then I watched as he very patiently helped Alex pick each part of the chorus. When he was done, he looked up at Zeke like he was a god. It was so adorable.
“Good job, kid,” Zeke said as he ruffled Alex’s hair. “Now, see if you can do it by yourself.”
He praised Alex when he hit the right chords, then softly chuckled and helped him when he didn’t. It was like watching a completely different person and somehow I knew I was seeing the real Zeke.
I reached down to scratch my leg and it brought attention to me. Right in front of my face, Zeke turned into the asshole. His back went stiff and his eyes pinched at the corners.
“Okay, that’s enough for today. Y’all go play,” he said in a stern voice.
Alex smiled up at him, thanked him, and then ran off with the other boys. I heard him say something about being a rock star as he passed me.
“If there’s a guitar in a five-mile radius you find it, huh?” I asked as I sat beside him.
“Yeah, I guess so.” He didn’t look up at me as he picked at it and tuned it.
“Where’d you get that one?”
“Some kid brought it in and left it on the bleachers,” he answered.
“You’re really good with that thing.” I pointed at the guitar.
He grinned up at me. “I’m really good with a lot of things.”
Somehow I knew the flirty, sexual innuendo side of Zeke was a front. I’m not sure how I knew it, but I just did.
“You don’t have to do that with me, you know?” I wasn’t sure if I was headed in the right direction, but I felt like I should make it clear that I wasn’t judgmental.
“Do what?” His brows turned down in confusion.
“Pretend. I saw you with Alex. You’re a nice guy, Zeke. I don’t know why you insist on playing the asshole.”
“I don’t pretend anything. What you see is what you get.” He glared at me.
“If you say so.” I smiled at him and shook my head. There was no way in hell I’d let him intimidate me with those deep eyes.
It was too late. I’d been given a peek into an alternate Zeke universe, and nothing he could tell me would convince me otherwise. He was nice guy who played the part of the asshole.
I took the guitar from him and ran my thumb across the strings. It made an awful noise and I cringed.
“Well, I suck at the guitar.” I giggled.
He didn’t laugh. He just stared back at me like he was pissed off about something. Then out of nowhere he came over and adjusted the guitar in my arms.
“You’re holding it wrong,” he said.
I jerked when he touched my hand to move it down in the right position. I wasn’t sure if he noticed how uncomfortable it made me to be touched, but if he did, he didn’t mention it.
“There. Does that feel more comfortable?” he asked.
It did and I looked up at him and nodded. He slung his head to the side and shifted his overly long bangs out of his face. I loved when he did that.
“Put your finger here,” he instructed.
Again, he reached down and touched my fingers as he put them in position. His hands were rough and warm. And even though I’d had the initial jerk, the more he touched my fingers, the less uncomfortable it became. This was a revelation for me, since from the time my dad started coming in my room, I’d rarely let anyone but my mom and Sydney touch me.
“Now, strum it,” he said.
I did and it sounded so much better.
He reached down again and rearranged my fingers against the strings. I felt a soft pull in my lower stomach as he softly moved my index finger and pressed it down.
“Again.” He was closer now and still I wasn’t bothered by his closeness.
I ran my thumb across the strings again, and again it sounded good. This continued, him moving my fingers and telling me to strum the strings until finally I could hear the song I was playing. It was the same song he’d been playing when I walked in. Except my version was a slower, crappier version.
“I know this song,” I said. “What is it?”
Finally, he grinned down at me and shifted his bangs again.