available man who’s got the hots for you doesn’t rate disaster status.”
“He doesn’t have the hots for me.”
Avery drank, shook her head. “I beg to differ, most strongly. But do go on.”
“It was just . . . There was all this stuff in there, and I bumped into something, tripped a little, and he reached out to steady me.”
“By which part?”
Clare tipped her head back, stared at the ceiling. “Why am I talking to you?”
“Who else? But really, which part? Did he take your hand, your arm, your ass?”
“My waist. He put an arm around my waist, and I . . . I don’t know, exactly, but then we were there, and his mouth was there, and that funny light, and honeysuckle.”
“Honeysuckle?” Avery’s face lit up. “You saw the ghost.”
“I did not, first because there are no ghosts.”
“You’re the one who smelled honeysuckle.”
“I only thought I did. I just got caught up. Romantic room—or it will be, the way he described it, the light, and I felt . . . I felt what I haven’t felt in a long, long time. I didn’t think, I just leaned in.”
“You said almost.”
“Because just before contact, he looked at me like I’d kicked him in the balls. Just stunned.” Even now, with Avery, mortification and that sneaky wave of lust flooded her. “And I stopped, and we both made excuses. After, he kept his distance, like I was radioactive. I embarrassed him, and myself.”
“I’ll tell you what I think. I think if you’d followed through, neither of you would’ve been embarrassed, and instead of running over here looking as if you’d mugged an old lady, you’d have danced over singing.”
Really, really, why was she talking to Avery about this?
“First, Beckett’s a friend, just a—No, first, I don’t have room for dancing and singing. My priorities are my boys and my business.”
“Which is as it should be, and which—as I’ve said before—in no way precludes what we’ll now call dancing and singing.” The teasing smile gone, Avery rubbed a hand on Clare’s arm. “Jesus, Clare, that part of your life’s not over. You’ve got a right to sing and dance, especially with someone you like and trust. You felt something, and that’s significant.”
“Maybe. But now that I’m thinking again, I really think it was just that false romance. The room in my head, the light, the imaginary scent, and being touched. It’ll be all right,” she decided. “Beckett’s not the sort to take it too seriously. It was all so quick, he’s probably already forgotten it.”
Avery started to speak, then decided to keep her opinion to herself. For now.
“Anyway, the rooms are going to be fabulous, and he’s lending me the binder with cut sheets and pictures. I’ll be able to pump it up to Hope when she comes up. Honestly, Avery, she’d have to be crazy not to jump at the chance to work there.”
“I bet,” Avery said, and thought she had a couple of crazy friends.
BECKETT DECIDED TO give Clare a little time, a little space, so she wouldn’t think he thought anything about what he supposed he’d call The Moment. He sent his copy of the project binder over to the bookstore with one of the crew and the message he’d pick it up there in a couple of days—no hurry.
He skipped his traditional stop-in for coffee for a few mornings, and split his workdays between the inn and another project in nearby Sharpsburg. By the time he made it back to Boonsboro, the crew had knocked off for the day, and his brothers were locking up.
“Just in time.” Ryder strolled over with D.A. at his heels. “We’re heading across the street for a meeting over beer and pizza.”
“My favorite kind of meeting. You talked to Avery’s friend?” he asked Owen.
“Yeah. If you want the details, you can buy the beer.”
“I bought the beer the last time.”
“I bought the beer the last time,” Ryder corrected.
“He bought the beer the last time.” Owen jerked a thumb at Ryder.
“Maybe.” Beckett tried to think back as they made their way down the sidewalk under the scaffolding. “When’s the last time you bought the beer?”
Owen gave him a satisfied smile, tipped down his sunglasses. “I’m excused for six turns since I scored the man lift. I’ve got two more left.”
He remembered the agreement struck when Owen had negotiated an excellent deal on a used lift. The machine saved them the time and sweat to warrant it. He started to question, then let it go. If