My Maddie (Hades Hangmen #8) - Tillie Cole Page 0,99

that?” Viking asked. AK grabbed hold of Viking’s arm and walked him back to the van. I was tired as we followed. Ash walked behind us. Maddie climbed in the van. So did Ruth and Ash. But I looked back at the river one last time.

“Rest well, Isaiah,” I whispered, and then climbed into the van beside Maddie. I pulled her to my side and wrapped my arm around her shoulders. I needed her close. I needed her more than fucking ever. I stared down at her face when the van pulled out onto the road. She was fucking beautiful.

“Are you okay, baby?” she asked.

I wanted to say things to her. But I didn’t know how to get them from my head, how to speak them. So, I nodded and inhaled in her scent. Maddie leaned in as close as she could. Her stomach almost touched mine. My hands curled into fists. I wanted to touch it. I wanted to touch where our baby grew… but I couldn’t. Not yet.

We had been driving for a while, when Ash suddenly shouted, “AK. Stop!” AK quickly pulled to the side of the road. Ash was looking out of the window.

“What is it, kid? You okay?” Ash reached for the door handle and yanked it open.

“Flame,” Ash said. I moved to the door. He was looking at a house. I didn’t know whose house it was. But then I saw the trees. I saw the road. My fucking chest wanted to rip in two. “They’ve built a new house over ours,” Ash said. It was our house. My blood turned fucking cold as I thought of the underground cellar.

This house wasn’t like ours. This was white. It had a porch. It was nice, not the shithole we had lived in. Suddenly, the door opened and two kids ran out. I fucking held my breath when they ran into the yard. They were laughing… the kids were laughing. I couldn’t take my fucking eyes off them. No one ever laughed in our house—no one but my Poppa. The girl ran to a tire swing hanging from the lower branch of a tree.

Ash sucked in a breath. “That’s where I found my mama,” he said, pointing to the tree the tire swing was on.

“Asher,” Maddie whispered, and put her arm around my kid brother.

“That’s where she died, Madds. That’s where she hanged herself… where I found her, dead.” Ash lowered his head and ran his hand across his face. “Where that kid is, laughing… it’s where my mama died.”

The door of the house opened again. A woman ran out. She had short blond hair. She ran to the kids. They ran away, laughing again. I didn’t recognize what I was seeing. “Why are they laughing if she’s chasing them?” I asked Maddie.

Maddie looked at the house too. “Because they’re happy,” she said. “That’s how families should be. Happy. Free. They are playing.”

I didn’t understand how people could behave like that. I never had it. I kept watching them, wondering if they had kept Poppa’s cellar. Wondering if their mama locked them in their rooms, with no clothes or bed.

“See how she loves them, Flame. See how she loves her children.” Maddie said, and laid her head on my shoulder. I pulled her close. My stomach felt fucking weird watching them. My chest felt warm. I couldn’t tell whether or not it was the flames. It didn’t feel like them. “That’s how it will be for us.” I looked down at Maddie, at her bump. She rubbed her hand over her stomach. “When we have our child, we will be happy. We will love our baby and keep it safe.”

“We will?” I rasped.

“We will.” Maddie said, as she smiled at me and fucking stole my heart.

“It’s good,” Ash said. “It’s good that they built this on the land. It’s good that a nice family lives there now.” He nodded. “It’s good that you burned our house down, Flame. Poppa is dead, he’s fucking history, burning in hell with Pastor Hughes.” Ash sat back in his seat, keeping his eyes straight forward. “Let’s get the fuck outta here. I never ever wanna come back to this place.” Ash pushed the van door shut, taking the house away. I sat back down, and Maddie sat beside me.

“You okay?” I nodded. But I couldn’t stop thinking about the white house, the laughing kids or the mama who played with them. Maddie gasped, and then smiled up at me. “Our