Newbury Comics T-shirt, a navy blue Red Sox warm-up jacket, and a pair of dark blue jeans. Her slightly crooked nose was sprayed with a light dusting of freckles, and her green eyes were very small. She had thin lips, sharp cheekbones, a squared-off chin. There was so much going on in her eyes that I knew the picture could not do her justice. Her face probably changed thirty times in fifteen minutes. Never quite beautiful but never less than arresting.
"Whew," Angie said. "That kid is no kid anymore."
"I know." I closed my eyes for a second.
"What'd you expect?" she said. "Helene for a mother? If Amanda avoids rehab until her twentieth birthday, she's a raging success."
"Why am I doing this again?" I asked.
"Because you're good."
"I'm not this good," I said.
She kissed my earlobe. "When your daughter asks what you stand for, don't you want to be able to answer her?"
"That'd be nice," I said. "It would. But this recession, this depression, this whatever the fuck-it's real, honey. And it's not going away."
"Yes, it is," she said. "It is. Someday. But where you stand, right here, right now? That's forever." She turned on the couch, brought her legs up and held them by the ankles. "I'll join you for a couple-three days. That'd be fun."
"Fun. How you going to-?"
"PR owes me for last summer when I watched the Beast. She'll watch Gabby while I gallivant with you for a couple days."
The Beast was the son of Angie's friend Peggy Rose-or PR. Gavin Rose was five years old and, to the best of my knowledge, never slept and never stopped breaking shit. He also enjoyed screaming for no good reason. His parents thought it was cute. When PR's second child was born last year, the birth coincided with the death of her mother-in-law, which is how Angie and I ended up with the Beast for five of the longest days known to man.
"She does owe us," I said.
"Yes, she does." She looked at her watch. "Too late to call now, but I'll try her in the morning. You can check back in during the afternoon, see if you got a partner."
"It's sweet of you," I said, "but it's not going to bring in any more money. And that's what we need. I could find day labor. There's always ways to scoop up, I dunno, something. The docks? I could unload cars from the ships over in Southie. I could..." I stopped talking, hating the desperation I heard in my own voice. I leaned back on the couch and watched wet snow spit against the window. It eddied under the street lamps and swirled along the telephone lines. I looked over at my wife. "We could go broke."
"It'll take you a couple days, a week tops. And if, in that time, Duhamel-Standiford calls and offers you another case, you walk away. But for now, you try to find Amanda."
"Soup-kitchen broke."
"Then we eat soup," Angie said.
Chapter Ten
Until three weeks ago, Amanda McCready had attended the Caroline Howard Gilman School for Girls. The Gilman was tucked on a side street just off Memorial Drive in Cambridgeport, a few oar pulls up the Charles River from MIT. It had started out as a high school for daughters of the upper crust. Its 1843 mission statement proclaimed, "A necessity in confounding times, the Caroline Howard Gilman School for Girls will turn your daughter into a young lady of impeccable manners. When her husband takes her hand in marriage, he will shake yours in thanks for providing him with a wife of unparalleled breeding and substance."
The Gilman had changed a bit since 1843. It still catered to the wealthy, but its student body had become known less for their manners than for their lack of them. Now, if you had the money and connections to send a child to the Winsor or St. Paul 's but the child had a history of either significant underachievement or, worse, behavioral problems-you sent her to the Gilman.
"We don't like being characterized, however charitably, as a 'therapeutic' school," the principal, Mai Nghiem, told me as she led me to her office. "We'd prefer to think we're the last outpost before that option. A good number of our young women will go on to Ivies or the Seven Sisters; their journeys are just a bit less traditional than those of some of their counterparts. And because we do get results, we get healthy funding, which allows us to enroll intelligent young women