grief hovered around her, but she couldn’t give in to it yet. There would be time to grieve later.
Years, in fact.
MUCH LATER IN the day, after they had returned from the museum, Helen sat alone at the upstairs parlor writing desk, and dipped a pen into a well of India ink.
Dear Mrs. Tapley,
Recently I learned about a female child who was given into your care as a newborn infant, some four years ago. I would like to inquire if she is still residing with you, and if so, I would appreciate any information you could give about her . . .
Chapter 25
“THIS ALL SEEMS RATHER untoward,” Lady Berwick said, frowning as the Ravenel carriage approached the mews behind the enormous department store building. “Shopping at six o’clock in the evening, and at such a place. But Mr. Winterborne was most insistent.”
“It’s private shopping,” Pandora reminded her. “Which, when one thinks of it, is really much more discreet than shopping along a promenade at midday.”
The countess didn’t seem pacified by the idea. “The sales clerks won’t know my preferences. They might be impertinent.”
“I promise your ladyship,” Helen said, “they will be very helpful.” She would have continued, but the throbbing, pulsing pain in her was worsening. Her anxiety over seeing Rhys tonight had set off a migraine. She didn’t know how she could behave as though nothing were wrong. How could she talk and smile and behave affectionately to him when she knew they were never going to marry? The ache spread behind her forehead and eyes like a stain.
“I only want to see the gloves,” Lady Berwick said primly. “After that I will occupy a chair and wait during your appointment with the dressmaker.”
“I don’t expect it will last long,” Helen murmured, keeping her eyes closed. “I may have to return home soon.”
“Does your head hurt?” Cassandra asked in concern.
“I’m afraid so.”
Cassandra touched her arm gently. “Poor you.”
Pandora, however, was not quite as sympathetic. “Helen, please try to rise above it. Think of something soothing—imagine your head is a sky filled with peaceful white clouds.”
“It feels like a drawer full of knives,” Helen murmured ruefully, rubbing her temples. “I promise to hold out for as long as I’m able, dear. I know you want time to shop.”
“We’ll take you to the furniture department and you can lie on a chaise,” Pandora said helpfully.
“Ladies do not recline in public,” Lady Berwick said.
The footman assisted them from the vehicle and guided them to one of the back entrances, where a uniformed doorman awaited them.
Occupied with the stabbing pain in her head, Helen followed blindly as they were shown into the store. She heard Lady Berwick’s murmurs of astonishment upon being led through opulent spaces with arched openings and lofty ceilings, with brilliant chandeliers showering light down to the polished wood floors. Tables and counters were heaped with treasure, and glass cases featured row upon row of luxurious merchandise. Instead of small, closed-in rooms, the departments were airy, open halls, encouraging customers to wander freely. The air smelled like wood polish and perfume and newness, an expensive smell.
As they reached the six-story central rotunda, with scrollwork balconies at every floor and a massive stained-glass dome ceiling, Lady Berwick couldn’t conceal her amazement.
Following the countess’s gaze upward, Pandora said reverently, “It’s the church of shopping.”
The countess was too bemused to reprimand her for the blasphemy.
Rhys approached them, relaxed and handsome in a dark suit of clothes. Even Helen’s oncoming migraine couldn’t inhibit a glow of pleasure at the sight of him, so powerful and self-assured in this world he had created. His gaze connected with hers for a brief, hot instant, then switched to Lady Berwick. He bowed over the older woman’s hand and smiled as he straightened.
“Welcome to Winterborne’s, my lady.”
“This is extraordinary.” Lady Berwick sounded bewildered, almost plaintive. She looked on either side of her, at the halls that seemed to go on and on, as if a pair of mirrors had been set up to reflect each other infinitely. “There must be two acres of floor space.”
“Five acres, including the upper floors,” Rhys said in a matter-of-fact manner.
“How could anyone ever find anything in all this excess?”
He gave her a reassuring smile. “It’s all well organized, and there are a half-dozen sales clerks to attend you.” He gestured to a row of attendants, all impeccably clad in black, cream, and the store’s signature deep blue. At his nod, Mrs. Fernsby approached. She wore a stylish black dress with a collar and