to the Spanish border. The border with Vichy, the puppet France of Pétain, was a hundred miles east. This was the main Nazi camp in southwest France.’
‘And who was kept here?’
‘The usual peoples. That is a memorial to them over there, the cross, and also the glass walls.’ Then she pointed to his left. ‘The two buildings over there are some barracks. Preserved.’
Amy was frowning.
‘They kept Jews here?’
‘Yes. But also…’ Madame Bentayou paused. ‘Lots of people. When the Nazis took over it was already a prison place for refugees from the Spanish War. So it was already full of communists and, you know, the Basques. The Gestapo added Jews and gypsies. And other minority.’
The ground looked notably swampy, rancid puddles reflecting the darkening clouds. David looked to the rear of the camp: the most distant section was divided from the rest of the prison by a low wall. A second cross had been erected upon it, another memorial.
The woman noticed his gaze, and explained.
‘Another shrine. Because that is the most…the most notorious part of the camp.’
‘Why?’
Madame Bentayou paused, as if to brace herself.
‘It was the medical section. It is very terrible. The Germans took that part of the camp…they did the experiments here…scientific tests. Medical experiment.’
The old woman had a handkerchief balled in her hand, ready to dab at any tears. She went on, ‘Blood tests. Tissue tests. And there were tortures. People killed or tortured. Many people.’
Her words dwindled, the tears were close. David realized the ghastly and obvious truth.
‘Madame Bentayou.’ His words were faltering. ‘Were you here?’
Her voice was whisperingly quiet.
‘Oui. I was here. As a very young girl. And so was my mother, she was in this camp. Like so many Cagots.’ She shook her head. ‘So I know what you ask next. You want to know why we never moved away after the war?’ The old woman flashed him a defiant, passionate glare. ‘The Cagots have been here for a thousand years, why should we let them move us!? We stay. We always stay, unless they kill us.’ She was wiping away the tears with her handkerchief. Then she seemed to still her emotions: ‘Monsieur Martinez…’
‘David. Please.’
‘Monsieur David, I want to go home now. I am sorry. As you must see this is very upsetting. I never speak of it normally.’
She rose. David felt the unasked questions like a pain. ‘But please – I really want to know. About my parents.’ He could hear the neediness in his own voice. He didn’t care. ‘What were they doing here? Where were they killed? How did you know them?’
Her face was sombre. ‘Your father…came to Gurs. And I recognized him.’
‘Because?’
‘Your father looked like your grandfather. Non? Is this not true?’
‘Yes,’ he said. ‘Yes, it is true. Dark hair, big shoulders. Tall…’
‘I saw your grandfather in your father, the same way I recognized you. All three of you, you look the same…And this is what I told your father: I said to him, “Monsieur Eduardo, I was in the camp with your father, Sergio Martinez”…’
‘My grandfather.’
‘Yes.’
A new and chilly wind was raking the poplars that guarded the edge of the camp; their branches roiled, in a worried fashion, as if perturbed by the unexpected breeze.
The woman went on, ‘This was a surprise for your father. He did not know your family’s history, that is why he came here, to find out the truth of his background.’ Her eyes were half closed. ‘He did not know that your grandfather was a Basque and had been in a camp in the war. So I told him. And, David, when your father and mother learned all this, they stayed here. For two weeks. Asking more questions…your father Eduardo would come into the brasserie in Gurs, with your maman. I think my husband told him many thing, many things about the camp, and other people too.’ She quietly sighed. ‘I have been a widow for a decade.’
‘And then? My parents were in France for a month.’
‘Yes…Your father went to Provence, and maybe somewhere else, for a week or more. I do not know why. But…when he came back with your mother he was asking even more question. Difficult questions. About the camp and the Basques and the Cagots. About Eugen Fischer. About many thing. A man here, a traitor.’
‘Who?’
‘I cannot remember the name. I will try and remember. Later. These are terrible memories for me, for any Cagot, for anybody.’
David had to confront the final query, the necessary query. He felt he was