without Nathanial. If something happens to him or—”
“They need to ultimately be in your control instead of his,” Austin said. He opened the door for her.
“Yes, exactly.”
He led her toward the kitchen, passing a small table in the hall with a stack of brochures and binders. Their winemaker had compiled that thick file on the table, full of fliers for various vineyards for sale that might work for the winery they’d purchased together. Although new wines were already in the works, made from grapes purchased from other wineries and locations, Austin and Jess had agreed that they’d prefer to have control over how the grapes were grown.
But all that could wait until Jess wasn’t so tightly wound. Basically, until after they sorted out the situation with Elliot Graves.
A rush of adrenaline coursed through Austin, and this one wasn’t pleasant. He pushed it away. It wasn’t time to deal with his wariness and uncertainty about the Elliot Graves situation.
“Did you decide what was for dinner?” He placed his hand on the small of her back and guided her toward one of the seats at the kitchen island. If he didn’t insist that she sit and stay seated, she’d try to help out of obligation. It was nice of her, but Austin could tell she didn’t want to, and it took the joy out of cooking for her.
“Anything, honestly. You know my situation.”
He certainly did. She liked to watch. She never tore her eyes away.
As he grabbed the apron hanging on the handle of the oven, her eyes lit with hunger. Her gaze traveled over his shoulders and down his chest.
“Do you ever cook without a shirt on?” she asked, her voice silky.
He paused in slipping the apron strap over his head, his heart beating faster. Her heart beat right beside his, deep in his chest, her presence always there. It grew stronger every day, and he knew it wouldn’t be long before he didn’t need the Ivy House connection. Once their mating bond was solidified, she wouldn’t be able to cut off his ability to find her, something he feared she’d do in a life-threatening situation. Jess was absolutely the sort who would prefer to face danger on her own than to have a loved one in the thick of it.
Eyes holding hers, body tightening up and loosening at the same time, he put the apron on the counter and grabbed the bottom of his shirt. He slowly pulled it over his head. “Pants?”
She crinkled her nose. “Keep the pants on. You can’t have your ding dong rubbing against things.”
He barked out a laugh. “I do have boxers on, but okay. It’s your show.”
He tossed his shirt to the side, getting it out of the way, before holding up the apron, asking if she wanted him to wear it.
Her eyes increased in intensity. He could feel excitement and anticipation bubbling through the Ivy House link. Lust.
She nodded slowly.
He could barely stand the hunger in her eyes as she watched him secure the apron around his bare waist. Her gaze traveled to his shoulders, met his eyes, and dug deep into his soul.
Her dream had always been to have a man to cook for her. Such a small dream in the grand scheme of things, but the wish had been strong enough that her teenage son had known about it. In her life before Ivy House, cooking had always been a chore—her chore. It hadn’t been her way of expressing love. Rather, she’d done it out of obligation.
This was the result. Every meal he prepared for her was an erotic experience. He hadn’t thought he could like cooking any more than he already did. He’d been wrong.
“Meat or pasta, then? Or both?” He moved to the refrigerator.
“Pasta. I like watching your hands knead the dough.”
He pulled out the eggs and closed the fridge before grabbing the flour and placing the ingredients on the island nearest her. “Would you mind choosing some wine?”
“Sure. White?”
“Maybe we can have some sort of seafood in the pasta, then. Shrimp?”
She smiled, getting off her seat and coming around the island. He paused in spreading flour across a large wood cutting board. She reached up and curled her small hand around the back of his neck, pulling his face down to hers. Her lips connected with his, gentle but insistent, tasting of wine, spices, and jam. Their kiss was languid, unhurried, and she released him and trailed an open palm down his chest.
Without another word, she moved away,