can't explain it, but I don't feel as if this is right or whole unless I have you, too. I mean, I know there will be times when it's just one on one for me with each of you and I look forward to that. But here and now, I need you, too, Chase, in order to feel complete, and I don't know why that is."
Brian felt certain his grin matched his brother's. He didn't know if it was too soon to tell Carrie exactly why she felt the way she did. After all, she had warned them that she wasn't certain what it was she felt for them. She hadn't made any announcements since. He didn't want to push her.
It didn't surprise him that Chase had enough brass for the both of them. His brother stroked her face and said, "Don't you, sugar? Don't you know why you feel the way you do?"
* * * *
Carrie looked from one of her two compelling and arousing lovers to the other. What she had said had been the truth, but not all of it, not by a long shot. She couldn't look away from Chase's mesmerizing gaze. They'd wanted her from the first but demanded more of her than just her body, expected more from her than a casual affair. They wanted all of her, heart and mind, body and soul. And she'd given them that, at the very least all of that, when she'd opened herself to them and told them about her past. She'd surrendered every secret except the one she'd kept even from herself - her fear that George Lockwood would someday return and carry out his threat to kill her because she'd left him.
Even that deeply hidden fear they'd discerned on their own. But she wasn't done opening herself to them, and she knew it. They needed one more thing from her before they could, all of them, move forward. They were all there, on that bed, naked both literally and figuratively. This last thing they needed from her frightened her the most, because there really would be no going back once she told them what they longed to hear. There was no escape route from this, and it would change everything, forever.
Carrie sighed as she realized that it was all right. This was their time, their place. This was them, together, the three of them, as they were meant to be.
She looked into Chase's patiently waiting face and saw her answer shining in his eyes, and knew it really was the only answer that would take care of every single question. She felt Brian looking down from above her and knew he was holding his breath. In years to come she imagined that he'd be the one to use the kid gloves, while Chase would be the one to give her the boot in the ass.
And that was all right, too. She needed that balance. She needed the both of them.
Didn't she really know, down deep in her heart, why she had to have Chase and Brian both to feel complete?
"Because I love you. I love you both so much." Oh, God, I do, and isn't it amazing to just say so, at last? She looked from Chase to Brian. They were both grinning at her like fools. How could she not grin right back? "I love you both and only feel complete with you both. You're my mates."
"Yes." Brian kissed her, a hot, lusty, exuberant kiss that ended far too soon. Then he eased off of her, and rolled to the side to make room for his brother. Before she could blink, Chase moved, covered her, and thrust his cock deep inside her. Brian got off the bed and headed for the bathroom.
Carrie closed her eyes and sighed, the sensation of Chase's hard cock exactly what she needed to feel...to feel as if I've come home. She wrapped her legs around his hips so she could hold him close. Then she opened her eyes just as Brian came out of the bathroom and lay down on the bed beside them.
"Do you know what Brian and I want? We want for all of us to get tested, sugar, so that we won't have to worry about using condoms anymore."
Carrie had never felt a man she wanted naked inside her. She liked that idea a lot, except for one thing. "I'm not on the pill."
"Do you want to be?"
Wow, this seemed to be her day for major